Looking at my previous post, i think that it was the first time i voice my displeasure online. These school opening week was not a very nice week for me, thinking that my birthday was on that day too!! I had to rush out my report that i thought it was supposed to be handed in 5 weeks after school reopen and not on week 5 of school. All the celebration mainly from my family side and my poly clique... i miss my best friends to beside me and giving me my present. Lots of people own me present. while their presents was stacking up inside my drawer. One overseas , while the others was super busy with their upcoming exam... and as usual exams are the most important for them and me too!! so i understand their situation!! after all, i did that to them often.

Now listening to emo songs from love writer 1. He stopped writing love stories which is rather a sad thing and now i am super immerse in love writer 3 blog...however his stories are published only weekly. I finally finished my report and got it printed out!! But i realised that i have 5 more reports which require intense research and lots of words (min 1500 for 1 report, others are 2000 words each). However, life is full of hope and I got to live positive as i can't afford to collapse... xiangjun says this: life is full of ups and downs. No one lives a perfect life and the only thing that one can do is just to live happily with it and just don't disappoint ppl around you. After all, others' happiness will be your happiness (one may disagree or agree)

After today, I am not watching tv anymore le... i supposed. Got to live a healthy lifestyle. with only exercises and books in my life, i supposed that the way others wants me to live. The emo song is really making me upset, but i really can't stop myself from pressing the mute button. Got to sleep early so as to wake up early to do those assignments. and project work!!

Random: I am one who really enjoyed playing pet society, becos there is no school and all one needs to earn money was just to visit their friends. My pets ryar and skies are able to design their own house, and they will never die of hunger. different variety of food available for them. If human are able to determine their own life, control their own future, will it be a good or a bad thing? Ignoring others' presence, thoughts, their feelings, their words and their actions. When the clock strike 12am, i will be back to my usual self... quiet and sedated!! or changed to my childhood days- talkative, irritating and crappy!!