Recently, I have been very very stressed about school work and studies. Tma has been like a continuous flow that could not be stopped. Sometimes, really regret about taking so many modules and rushing. For what , I really wonder. The only thing that I look towards is my weekend with my teddy. However, I have been overseas for the weekend and we hardly can meet. In addition, he keep asking me to go to my tma. Which I am glad, he can be understanding in this part . But, on the other hand, I really wan to meet him. I wan to see him, but he seems like he does not know or want his personal time to do his things. I am quite upset about it, especially work and colleagues was not as smooth as it thought. In addition, end of year is coming, which means another round of portfolio. My teddy is my only time where I can really relax. But now is absent for these few weeks. Haix. The time with him, is getting shorter and shorter.