it is going to be the end of the year soon...in less than 17 days. A brand new year will start and everything will go well. :)

This year is eventful and there is a lot of happenings. But I am really glad to have these bunch of super nice friends regardless if it is pri, sec, jc, poly and now. They are nice and I am glad to find true friends along the way. Though I lost one of my best friends thorough a super childish questions, it make me realise I have just to be myself and sensitive towards other's feelings.

Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes, I really do not know what I wanted in my life and I just flow on with the waves. yet, I like to go to routes that are uncommon for people. Is this the life that I want to go, I often ask myself? Although I am in a route that I sort of like and enjoy doing everyday, I have to progress and I knew that I cannot just be satisfied at this moment.

My parents and I are getting older day by day. Seriously, seeing and hearing people passing away at my age. Simply scares me, and I am sort of getting pulled back to earth from the death gates. I am working everyday, without damaging my health and doing what I like so as to earn not really enough but okay to support my family in their old age. My family do not really need my financial help, but working in the health sector previously...make me think that life is very precious and money is very important.

I can actually put myself in their shoes, why patients do not want to go for treatment,especially for chronic cases. Because they often fear that they will not have enough for the rest of the family members who are surviving. They are not afraid of the treatment, as it is only physically. But rather you can see the emotional burden on their family members around them. Most of the patients themselves are rather strong in their emotional and mental status, but the environment that are around them...makes them ponder.

I am grateful towards the different gods for keeping me alive in this world and I have live for another 1 1/2 years. I hope that in the next coming year, I will still be here writing. Life is thoroughly very short, if you just have a walk thorough death...One will surely treasure everyone around them

wish all families have a blessed Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

I love everyone:)