seeing everyone in pairs, just make me feel a bit envious. but...since i am the youngest, there is not much questions being asked. new year is over, just miss my long never seen cousins and aunts. Though we did not talk much, it was simply nice to be with them...especially my mother's side.

I love blue roses, becos it represents the moon and the stars...i think i am emoing again. but oh well...

when can i find my prince? always in drama shows, i supposed.

I think i had really miss this place. Though this is only the 2nd day and the stress had not really arrived, i sort of expected that i will be running a lot of groups in this centre. However, being surrounded by endless talkative clients and smiling clients that would greet me every morning and even when they are going home...simply make me feel that i am welcomed and really happy every morning. This is so different as compared to other places where i am attached to, I get to eat with them and talk to them during lunch. Although it was a bit sad that i am not with my friends, being alone in my work place, where there won't be anyone to eat lunch with me... but strangely, i did not feel weird being at that place. And this is the first time, i ever look forward to running groups.

But it is a bit scary as i will be facing my lecturer while doing groups. But I will just feel very happy to run groups with the clients. The clients are very playful while some are very quiet. But all of them have a common similarity, which is their smiles. I really wonder is it because of the 6 years of experience in my previous supervisor, that she became a social butterfly in her current working place. But it is hard not to be in this place. I feel that i am super talkative in this place, not that i talk rubbish, but it is just that they are a batch of clients who won't judge you for who you are... so it is very happy to be just there. Not because of the environment but because of the clients there.

seeing that I have not been blogging for quite some time...i decided to blog again

i really really can't imagine that today is sat, can someone just tell me that this is fake. This is my last clinical, and soon i got to start work...in some ulu places which i don't even know where is it. Looking at some of my secondary and jc friends photos, just remind me of how long and how fast we have already grown. Everyone or at least some have gone overseas, been through the course that they wanted to attend. and have a goal in their life...or at least just finding someone that they love and got married. it is a bit early, but seeing that they found their love one, just got so envious. that why i am always persuading my friends to get married soon...it seems a bit scary, but just hope that i can be a bridesmaid soon.

let things go slowly, I DON'T BELIEVE THAT I CAN'T DO IT. I WILL ONLY BELIEVE THAT I WILL ALWAYS REACH MY GOAL, IF I WORK HARD.=)

I got to keep my hair long again, strangely...i keep cutting it and the mr hair cutter said," how come your hair keep getting shorter and shorter". I should just reply that i wanted to see him more often. I got to keep my hair longer and longer, i shall stop looking and wanting to see the super handsome mr cutter for one year. Must keep my hair long- at least for one year.