haha! in the far far away land, there lived a very very quiet princess who has very busy parents. Her parents did not really look after her after she was bored. All they did was to throw her servant to take care of her and ask about her well being from the servant everyday. The princess, on the other hand, loved to stay in her castle forever, especially in the darkest corner of the castle. The princess never likes sports at all and hate to be exposed to sunlight. No one can really see her face. However, she was said to be very beautiful. Her servant can only see her eyes under the shattered lights of the blinds at her room. During meal time, she will creep like a mouse to the table filled with dishes when there are no one around. So no one really see her.... and no one really know how she felt.

However, it came one day, that the princess heard some loud shouting and noises just outside her balcony. Out of curiousity, she ....

fri
just had a lunch with v n j, but the food i think it not worth the price. but it is still edible. i suppose. Haha! and my birthday present, i got a very nice blue box(which is said to be handmade by J) and the cookies which is said to be make by V. But still it is unbelievable lah. But it is a great gift frankly. However, i have been receiving cookies for the 2nd time. you all want to make me FAT is it and it is chocolate de. haha!!

I am very tired, and i have to rest now...

sat
it was very fun and enjoyable to be involved in the kindergarden graduation ceremony, especially in the ending part of the graduation ceremony. they had to cite a very very touching speech, i really wonder how they manage to remember all the words and so on. However there is a very very serious problem, my ear drums are going to burst...expecially with their extremely loud voice on the mike and very sharp voice. But it was very fun and it is a reminiscence of my kindergarden years. I really do not feel like graduating after entering kindergarden for so many years. it is so fun


we can read and write,
we are so happy,...but we ever wishes ever...
we are happy little kids
we had a lot of fun
we are happily kids in school
we can draw and write with our hands
....something something ever
the end!!

that what i can hear from their ending song.
i had a great time but sadly, forget to bring cameras

the first time in polytechnic, exposed to many things that i have never been exposed to:

1st: receive my 1 present in the form of cash, that's really cool too! IT's money, hehe.
2nd:The 2nd time i fell in love with macdonald
3rd:i bought 3 bags in a year.
4th:the 4 time i am changing my phone.
5th:
6th:
7th:i am exposed to 7 project at a go.
8th:
9th:i can buy 9 macdonald set meal at one go.
10th:
11th:i have my first largest clique which consists of 11 friends.

Thank you! my poly clique for giving me this strange present, BUT I LOVED IT ALOT ANYway. It is a very happy day for me. Haha! Thanks a lot. I have been very poor lately too, and i am going to chase after someone for money too. After that i will be Rich... so happy sia!! The envelope which contain the present looks a bit strange too. But it is done with a lot of effort too, so haha!!

what should i buy? macdonal meal, astrology telescope, soft toys, additional charges for handphone, froggy pillow,or yuki yaki or tones of stationery (cos all finish le, left with the last ink pen) what should i buy?

but on the other hand, today is friday. which means i have to do finish all my poly stuff before i can start on my english. Or i will feel like "yi ban yi ban", feel like i have not done anything at all which is like eating my fries halfway. what i am saying anyway. haha! let me play for a while, and i will be going to study le.

study hard le and happiness is simply happiness

i can now pronounced that this is really a depressed blog. perhaps, when i am feeling very happy, i never wanted to write down because i don't really know what i wanted to write anyway.
So allow me to spend a few minutes to write my sorrows down and i have to go off to study and do all my homework by today!!! IT is a must though i really feel like sleeping right now.

I am totally exhausted. Can't really help it because i had been so really unhappy this few days and i don't even feel like opening my mouth to talk sometimes. Perhaps i am under depression and i require seriuos treatment. Just really wondering what can i do if i give up this course, just like what my friend chatted with me, the other week. She told me about all her dream and what she do now is not what she wanted...

but for my case, i really like this job. Perhaps it is not the course that i really like. But i seriously like the feeling of being able to help people and i can fulfill half of my dream of becoming a half-doctor ba!! I have negative thoughts from very young perhaps it is due to my younger days education. The more i tell my parents how confident i am for a particular thing, and if i did not receive the expected results. They are very upset though they did not voice it out. So gradually, i do not like to give such a high hope for myself and i don't like to be confident about things at all...

I don't really know how to describe the situation right now. I just knew that i don't really feel very happy at all. And i tend to be quieter than usual. My horoscope does not seems taht good at all too. What i seriously needed now, is a call and a person who is very noisy at the opposite side or a very good swim under the moonlight...