January 31, 2009

hahaha. hey ppl join the pet society. pls i need to earn money.=)
AIMing for perfect daily life. resolution for chinese new year...
1. do my homework everyday
2. earn $1200 everyday for RYAR
3.wake up on time for chionging job
4. go home on time to watch cartoon
5. sleep on time everyday
6. eat all the food that i wan everyday

okay , it's lame
and i hate training and i dislike this monday..but i will not be alone!!!
yahoo=)

January 25, 2009

today is the CNY dinner! just as usual, the spirit at our home in the morning is cold and ...
everytime this happens. it seems that new year should be a happy occasion for everybody. but it just seems it is lacking in the youngsters especially ppl who is getting back their results. as usual, people will talk about how is your results and make comparisons about it. ok, i admit that i got quite envious when my cousin got high scores for their psle and the parents i dont know it seems that it was boosting about his son. but if it is me... perhaps my parents will do so too... lol. it is so great to get good results. luckily, i havent get back my results yet especially after new year. what a great sign of relief.
tomorrow, is happy chinese new year and since it is happy so i will be happy too. especially can play games wont be that boring this year too. play games and cover up my ears. ok that what i am going to do. AND STOP SHAKING UR KEYS IN FRONT OF ME OR I WILL CUT UR HAIR BAld especially IF UR HAIR STYLE IS LIKE A CHICKEN WITH A BIG SPIRAL ON UR HEAD TOO!
p.s happy chinese new year to all and i m off to watch movies . i just loved chinese new year, flooding with many shows... wondering pet society got any new goods for CNY. going to buy new things for RyAr.

January 20, 2009

for a new start for chinese new year,
let me change it to a new blogskins.MR COW
this few days feeling quite upset, just don't know why...
perhaps, i am quite disturbed by a guy's blog. apparently, i don't know who he is.
but i felt that whatever he wrote was very true about my world at this age.
and apparently, when i want to visit the blog, i do not know how to get there.=( due to many links that i visit from friends to friends to friends to...
there was the latest article that i manage to see about friendship.
he was talking about two types of friends that one have.
one is a friend that u can talk to at all point of time. and there is another friend that at certain point in time when one really needed help, they will look for you.
and this 2nd type of friend are normally the one that are your best friends.
but when time passes, friendship became bland and normally hi and bye!
don't know why his words just made me feel ...perhaps sad ba.
as my father always told me that there are no friendship that last very long perhaps a few years or when you grow older, your friends will slowly one by one leave you. every time, he say that i tried to beat his words down according to my own belief. but until now, though i carried on the belief that friendship will still last and i will still have a bunch of friends that i really want to be with and treasure them , going out with them and chat regularly with them. however , yet this belief is shaken.
perhaps, everyone is getting on with their life. busy with their work and wanting to score As or meeting their target in result in their poly or even in their work. communications began to minimise and shrink... and when questions are being asked between them, the tone that each other uses on msn or on phone where one does not face each other, seems so strange to me.
perhaps everyone is going faster and faster, moving ahead of me and advancing, while i am still wondering where do i really want to go.
it seems that most of my friends are far away from me, and this make me very lost indeed.
i wanted to chase after them, but do my heart really have the strength to reach them, who will be able to give me the strengths to it , my parents, my games, my tv set.... no all this does not give even if it is my best friends, they will not be able to do it...i can only rely on myself.
haha, what a sign of relief when i manage to say this out. perhaps i am being too emotional today or is it build up by the unneccessary worries that just bothered me...receiving lots of bronchures from all sorts of uni and polys and just telling my parents that "what for they sent me this as if can go in like that"
but everytime talking about that makes me really wonder if i really ... go in or not. i may be lying to myself that i am not afraid of not being able to get into the singapore recognise university.after all, there are many places which i can still go and perhaps using the certificate i can get a very good career... but my greatest dream which i really wanted is no matter what i must get either the NUS or NTU graduation certificate since that day onwards.
it just seems like this entry i am just pouring out all my troubles... and i feel that i gain more freedom at least for now. but to everyone even if they really tell each other about their secrets, i still believe that they carry their darkest secret with them until they jump into the wooden box that they finally lies inside.........

and remember all my friends, the ox year is a nice year, and i wan all my best friends to live happily after to SQ, YR, LAVI, JER, VAL, HUIT, SHAOT, HAOZ, LIT, XX,WEN...

January 19, 2009

haha...i m back into this world again=)
monday can be said to the best day of my life, every monday is a start of money rolling in to ME!
however, my eyes got very tired, staring at the computer all day long, to do work? haha! on mon afternoon, it's apparently game playing time. and my new found love is not the SIMS that i manage to borrow it but the PET SOCIETY on facebook. can said to be addicted to it, almost at the same standard as the pokemon that i played in sch!=)
secret reader, join the facebk pet society..pls.. if u dont have time to look after it i help u bath ur pet also can de!

now!sun was a fun day for me, not because i dont have the chance to go out with my friends!
it is because i get to experience spring cleaning again. actually, i dislike it very much because i have to move everything and repack it again. but luckily i am only in charge of my own room!
and i threw away piles of papers out into the recycling bins and repair all my rusty keychains =_! but the most disgusting thing, i found in my room, was not a stupid cockroach but the worst thing is the type of dont know what slug, that likes to stick on peoples' room window. it appears to be in all colours, got silver, yellow and brown. ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE IT =GROSS
APParently, there was the tallest tree growing outside 3 feet away from my window. when the wind blows, the trees swayed and all the disgusting things just flew in. wanting to chop away the tree if i can , but it just grow up with me since birth...hahaha.

just borrow psychological test and all sorts of quiz books. now going to chiong it every night and plus i will chiong the pet society too=) chinese new year is coming and here comes all the best wishes in the world! and if you have been rushing through things throughout the years, why not step back and take a look at those who care about you and accompany you through daily life...
and DEMAND A HUGE ANG BAO from them!

p.s: i got a week leave after chinese new year, what am i going to do with it(-_?)

January 10, 2009

ok, yesterday it was a total mess-up day for me. on the way to work, i miscount the mrt-stop and alight at outram instead. actually, i did not miscount it except i was so used to taking the train at tiong and yesterday due to the meeting with my friend for the interview that i meet her at redhill. so normally, i will count 2 stop and alight at tanjong. wat a noob day!

and the other incident, i did something wrong again, i cancelled out the wrong stock and there is 2 of them. what the ! ok though it was not something great, but this is not the first time that i did that, i actually press the wrong key.

then, i thought the day may be better for me in the afternoon. the worst thing is that i forgot to seperate the goods and ended up calculating for 45 mins again and again, wondering what was wrong with the numbers. finally, i can't stand it and ask my "shifu". and the moment, i tell her the problem. i knew where is it! but what really bothers me, is not the time that i spent on finding the mistake. rather, the opinion of my ' shifu" on my ability.

and the worst of all, due to my delay. and because she still have to carry on the other steps, she cannot leave the company so early. moreover, yesterday was friday. it was a noob day after all=(
and i was not dress in black.

but a noob day, there is always perhas some happiness in it. lol! my friend got the job and we can have lunch today and i will not be all alone when my" shifu" goes...

but disappointment still arose in me.
P.S: wat in the hell is noob!!

January 8, 2009

holiyou! this few days, i am having restless nights. in the middle of the nights, i will suddenly wake up to find out that i have not brush my teeth. after that, i will stroll to the kitchen to brush it. to my horror, i wasn't afraid of the darkness anymore...lol.
and this few days, it seems that my so called "dream-talking" syndrome seems to be more and more serious. it just occur almost everynight near the time of sun-rise. and in the end, when i woke up. i found out that my parents probed me questions when i am still dreaming. but i doubt i did say any secrets out=) hope i am lucky for that...
chinese new year is just arriving shortly still got two more weeks to go. and i havent bought a pair of shoes yet...
i just hate it....arghhhh but can i just ignore it.

January 6, 2009

haiz...i just realize that i did not make the mark for my last final entry of 2008 to be on the exact timing (12 am of 1st day of year 2009). haha, 2009 will be a new start for all of us. and someone just sent me a quite fun websites that tell you about your personalities. to a certain extent, it is quite true. so visit the website when you are free ba...really quite fun i think if you r a lame person. http://vn247.net/flash/Color-and-Me.swf
this is my choice:1-a dark brown house
:2-a green shirt
:3.-a light yellow rose
:4.-a black car
:5.-a black handphone
:6-a dark brown teddy
and how about telling your own horoscope characteristics

AQUARIUS( 21/1 to 19/2)
career: sharp in judgement but over-confidence will lead to extreme success or failure
character:a kind hearted intelligent and righteous person
romance:rational and firm in love
fortune:good in investment but due to love for freedom and high standard of living results in lack of saving habits

PISCES( 20/2 to 20/3)
career:good in artictic field but must be cautious in work to achieve success
character:passionate, compassionate and righteous in nature but get influenced easily
romance:treasure all relationships especially in love. gives more than he takes.
fortune:over optimism limits potential gain.

ARIES( 21/3 to 20/4)
career:fast in decision making can bring success and failure
character:courageous, accurate - perfect in his work.
romance:elegance and charm will attract tha opposite sex. rational in love
fortune:likes to take risk but try to take a long term view

TAURUS( 21/4 to 21/5)
career:down to earth, responsible and realistic , seldom meet with failure
character: careful and considerate but stubborn and seldom accept others' opinion
romance:very faithful and truthful to relationship
fortune:never take risk.believe in hardwork.

GERMINI( 22/5 to 21/6)----quite true for secret reader
career: opportunistic with a quick mind. suitable for mass communication industry
character:academically inclined but always give up halfway (not true for behind part)
romance:very considerate and knows what their lover wants
fortune:never worried about money, will get rich at middle age

CANCER( 22/6 to 22/7)----quite true for all my friends..lol
career:persistence and put in utmost effort in everything, will lead to success in every field
character:kind hearted and accommodating, always care for his family
romance:very careful when selecting partner nad will remain faithful
fortune:protective and carful, never take risks

LEO (23/7 to 22/8)----very true
career: an entrepreneur that can create good business
character: a very independent and confidence person
romance: attractive and charming , remain faithful after marriage
fortune:ambitious and optimistic with his investment, always praise by others

VIRGO( 23/8 to 22/9)
career:realistic expectation avoids failure. often praised by his superior
character:pure, realistic, idealistic and serious with his work
romance: virgo is a shy person. must be patient with them
fortune: happy with his investment.

LIBRA( 23/9 to 23/10)---not at all true
career:must pay attention to the big picture to achieve success
character:an imaginative, artistic but indecisive person
romance:never make his first move when comes to love
fortune: a spendthrift person, needs to manage money matters cautiously

SCORPIO(24/10 to 21/11)----yoyoyo, thats' me
career:beside hardwork, must get support from his friends
character: a quiet person but can make right judgement all the time
romance:emotional and passionate in love
fortune:a very mature person when come to investment...most of the time, long term investment

SAGITTARIUS(22/11 to 20/12)
career: dislike deskbound job. fair better doing his business
character: a humorous and challenging person. like to experience new things
romance:will take initiative in his love affair
fortune:not so interested in making investment

CAPRICORN( 21/12 to 20/1)
career:a hardworking but a late successful person
character:do not like to be controlled and mixed easily with people
romance: afraid to express his love but a good family man
fortune:good at managing his wealth, thrift will lead to wealth.

haha...above all will be the horoscope explaination for this year 2009