Sometimes, I just admire my friends who are couple. Their boyfriends will fetch them after school. Sometimes, as I was carrying heavy equipments... i tend to wish for that too, especially when they came down to fetch their wife or girlfriends even though they do not have class there too. I knew that it was very far for him to come n bring me home or to even eat dinner with me. n it would be ridiculous to do so and unreasonable too. But sometimes, just feel like it. Especially, since he was free during this period of time, reservist and they end super early. resting at home. It was just the sincerity. Yet, if i tell him that I felt that i would be very unreasonable... I just wished that he would do so... since he had never once done it... for these coming two years' time in school...
Haiz... I could talk to no one, so here I was talking to myself...
If I had told him, it just made him sian. There was once he asked if he had made enough effort, I can't say no. Because what is the meaning of enough effort?
#confusion.
