April 26, 2008

another week passes...


this week is crabby, i almost reach home at about 6pm everyday
by the time i bathe and ate, it is almost around 8 plus and 9.30pm is actually light out "time"
did not do anything and today, supposed to be mugging day but at night there are a lot of nice shows ! why do shows have to appear when the sky turns dark=)
tons of homework and mon , it is so happened to be the physics spa
next week, it is like no rest week again, another crabby week for yoyoyo

April 21, 2008

jus a moody day on a moody tree


if there is another starting point...
just learning to be a tortoise, climbing slowly to the grade that i want
today, it is jus a moody day
it seems that it is just a long long time that i really laugh and smilez in my inner heart
wishes...

April 20, 2008


is it just true that " friends could not stay long"...

i have never believe in this statement before, however this week it seems like a disaster is just building up. actions/ dislike is nothing that i have ever wish for ! but everyone have a limit towards certain things in life! learn to be happy and true to ur feelings...

wanted to say out everything but it seems to be difficult, it is not easy to change the thoughts of someone ! if they are able to change, he will be able to change it. even this happen to me too, after a lot of help from my friends then i began to change myself= friends power= still in process

life is just like that, like wat mr M say look forward and erase all the unhappiness after a show, the more u think, the more unhappy u are... and most importantly, put urself in other ppl shoe' if u think that u wont like it, so dont do that do others- jus think before u treat someone and put a smile on ur face and others face too, the happiness is something that u can never dream for=)
everyone has their own faults, take another stand, and do u think others will wan it.
smilez and treat everyone with sincerity and respect, "we are all friends"
help each other out and u will gain the true happiness=) no matter how others treat u, treat others with care and concern, u will not fill unhappiness as u will always be clear to ur Conscious (still in the period of changing but sometime there are still hearts obstacles to it)
this week just happened to be my friends birthday=) so stay happy too
liting happi birthday...yoyoyo- change back to ms yyy ginger leh

April 15, 2008

it jus seems never ending...+ xin li test part 2

test test test! i have been sick for the past few days... down with a flu and headache and slight fever... my head especially so during physics- wat a very nice time to be sick- i jus loving it!
during the paper, after i have completed about 15 mins before, i m sleeping
my head jus hurts like crab meat!!!
i cant stand it... i wonder how i will fair for the test- hate it when i did not get the clue on the notes- ( i m just not suit to become a detective... simpl-mindedness jus overcome me)
who can i blame to be unable to break through from the vicious cycle???
here is a test whether u will be a boss i think
Q. when u are doing something, u heard a bell sound, at that moment wat are u doing?
1. u are sleeping
2.chatting with friends
3. u are drinking coffee
4. i think la...is doing homework

ans: 1. sorry i forgot the answer
2. u are capable to become a boss but u need to build up ur relationship with ppl...jia you le
3. u are over ambitious , always setting unrealistic ambition u need to set a goal which u are more likely able to achieve
4. u are capable to become a boss, for other details i have forgotten
i jus knew that this is a poor xin li test, i heard this over the radio while i doing my reading for phy, so quite bad for ppl who choose the choices...yoyoyo





You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl



Creative. Expressive. Unique.




i still prefer peppermint ice cream or tiramisu=)




There's a Chance You Could Be Violent



Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.

Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.

Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.




haha! better be careful! but those friends will have experienced before so dont worry too much=)




You Are 40% Nerdy



You're a little nerdy, but no one would ever call you a nerd.

You sometimes get into nerdy things, but only after they've become a part of mainstream culture.



i still think i m more like a nerd i think most of my friends will agree too loh... lol...yoyoyo
i dont like to play yoyo=)

April 11, 2008

dont give up hope is the road to success


actually getting a b grade for pw is still ok! however in my heart, there is not a sense of happiness perhaps this grade seems to be so normal this year almost the perentage of b is so common loh but still better, right this is the onli way to console myself instead of any other things just work hard for other subjects they are much more important to get into a n engineering course
i must strive to get to nus to win my xX relative and to beat his comment asking him to eat the comments that he say during psle period that is really my saddest new year i wont ever forget the year the words, his face and the position that he sati almost cry on the spot! wanting to beat him up like a potato on the ground
i must really mug now no more movies, i hope so...

April 7, 2008

~ eMotIOns~



i m damn mad today, it just seems that i woke up from the wrong side of the bed
i have been mad so sorry if i dont respond to ur questions or i jus say things that jus make u angry
emotions is a source of everything including hatred
no wonder mr M say dont see, hear, smell... everything will be just fine for u
is this really true
hatred for someone is hard to get rid of, jus thinking of the things just make one really really mad! however at times, it is not one fault, everyone make mistake too
it is onli how serious it is and how ppl look at it
have u ever treat a person really badly
i have watch the show , and humans life is just so fragile
it is onli when ppl experience the times when ur dearest one left,
u will feel the need to really treasure them,
so now go and hug ur deraest ones and say u love them, they are all ur family
dont make urself regret at all , and this dont onli applied to ur family and includes ur friends too

April 6, 2008

~sianz~

actually i should not be blogging,
i have not yet started on my revision on econ yet
but i feel like i could not concentrate at all, having a linited concentration rate 15 mins onli,i got my new hp charger , it is lucky that i got it before 7 april or i will have to say goodbye to my $28...
friday was like so ...
ah ma house got party, then all of us went there, i even stay over night , but the next day got chem test, but i did some studying but the chem test to me is like...haiz
next week test records:
mon- econ test , 4 chapters + hand in eng essay
wed- i think got nafa + dont know got test or not, pw exhibition+ chem spa trial
next next week:
mon- phys [7 chapter]
tues-maths class test, 2 chapters
wed- cca
thurs-maths 3 chapters

how i miss all my friends, it seems a long time never call or meet them already
after test, i have decided to call everyone of them so wait for my call, kk

April 4, 2008

a crappy day on a crappy time

i thought everything would flows smoothly for me
but apparently it is not
ok la...but overall quite fun
but sad things do happens today....
1.thought that there is no practical so can spent time revising then, my friend told me that she receive a call from the teacher saying that there is a relief teacher!!
2.after that its' all crap...my chem test the questions are like hell
then my friends are discussing, first reaction is to run away
3.then went to the wrong class for gp, just sit there for 15 mins then call my friend after that then realised it is the wrong classroom
luckily teacher not in,,,but GOT HOMEWORK-COMPO- IT IS ALL CRAPS
4. went to expo, all thirsty, i hate it the water there damn axe so never buy,
bought a notebook + micky mouse glue... my friend bought a spell book, ready to cast the spell on us...jkjk
5. eating kfc, thought they everything will go well...but the kfc man apparently give the dont know what meat lah but not drumstick- but the meat is quite nice after all
6. pack my wallet... realised i lost the call
i have already lose the card 4 times and i have already bought it for 3 times already- WHAT HAVE I DONE
total time, I HAVE ALREADY LOSE $5.00
MONEY MONEY PLS COME BACK!!
i m damn tired and beat, who can save me from all this misery...
sign- i need a super super focus memory
i hope that in my dream later i would have a nice dream,dont let me dream about anything about school,or teacher chasing me for homework
and hope my family wont wake me up in the middle of the night to shut me up from the shouting -
7. i ate all my orange ice cream...no more left
i dont feel like doing anything, just really sit on the sofa, slacking