It has been a very long time since i was here to blog, around 20 days i suppose. Most of my friends who are blogger are also lazy to blog, in which i wasn't able to see their updates.

I was really wondering why i am up here blogging when i was suppose to complete my crd though. I finished it and hopefully when my sup vet again, it won't be full of errors again. I really hope that that what she wanted though, this is the first crd that i had to edit so many times and in which i really think that it is the most detailed crd i had even done. I did not know that a model could even be used in this way though.

last 2 weeks was a really really depressing week for me. I was like bombed with a lot of comments in which i really hope to improve, but just i had this barrier and fear that just stopped me from improving. My sup is really a great sup, she often tell me the areas that i need to improve and give me constructive feedbacks and now it only lies in whether i will be able to improve my own abilities. If i can really try to push myself and remove all the fears, i will be super contented. After all, i would really want to push myself and do not let my sup down too.

Give yourself confidence.=) and jia you. Today, is so depressing, my initial ax goes bong again and treatment plans, my brain cells are apparently dead by week 5. and all i want is to take a long break and it is so nice that this friday, i will have my crd presentation. Congratulations to me.

*just saw two friends of mine dating and wanting to get married le on facebook. haix...

sat had fyp in the morning, after which i carried lots of books home from the lib. Apparently, i haven't started reading yet. But just flipping through the books, seems fun especially the Amputee book. Anyway, i went to buy present and i bought the wrong one again. Forgot to ask her whether she had the gift already or not, and i just bought it. After that k books for a while and went to east coast to cycle.

Apparently, because i wanted to save money so i dragged my friend from one end of east coast to another end to get a cheaper bicycle per hour. I am not a good teacher so i just accompany my friend while she learnt how to cycle. It is super funny to look at the process of how people learn to cycle. I think i must have been laughed at when i was learning to cycle too. But at least she finally learn it though she keep saying that she did not manage to reach her target. BUT AT LEAST, YOU DID IT... with wounds on leg though=)

but appreciated for accompany me to cycle at ecp, though knowing that you dun know how to cycle in the first place. THANK YOU JERALDINE=). haha!!

tomorrow will be week 2 and national day. hope i really have a great week and be able to learn and hopefully to be able to help my patients ba=)

today i just had tuition and i scolded my tuition kid again. because he kept playing with the fan and totally just ignoring and guessing his way through with the problem sum so i scolded him, apparently i think i scared him cos i was super serious. I knew he knew how to do it, but if this continued with that attitude of him...i dun know how his paper is going to be like. So everytime, i will tell his mother that it is really up to him whether he wants concentrate or not. Hopefully, that his mother will do something to help him. And super funny thing is that, because i used stickers to ask him to complete his work and not to play. His grandma started to buy stickers to ask him to do his work. I really hope that he will be able to pass his end of year examination.

I felt very sorry for my sup, for having such a not good student.

seriously, i dun know how to built rapport, esp not my client.

I dun know what to do if it is other people's client, full of restrictions and limitations

the only thing is that I can do is to try my best. Not to please my sup, not to please myself, but to be responsible for my patients. Go towards this direction, and dun think about studies and grade=)

Xiangjun, no matter how much time this is going to take. or the end, might not be as perfect as you want, or it might ended up to be nothing.

regardless of how many scolding, at least i know i will learn something at least?