Went to his house a couple times and eat dinner with the family. The time is short but dinner was still alright. But the interaction with the mum, I m not sure about if the mum really likes me... Though I am alright with staying his mum as I know it is very lonely for an elderly to stay alone.. but if there is lots of conflicts. I will prefer not to. On the other hand, my dad dun really like me to stay with in laws. Lots of things happened with my cousin family. Haix

It has been a long time since I posted... Previously, I am in a hurry to type those posts, so please don't mind the errors in words n sentence structures.

These few months have been very hectic... Was busy studying and working. Studies was very tough as the modules are getting harder and more difficult to understand. Especially, leadership modules... I think I am really not talented in that area. Recently exam results are out. And sad to say, I score only 3.63 for GPA. From, 4.67 dropped to that grade. I think is a bit difficult to get up again. Working was getting harder, with lots of more work to do..and my kids got promoted to the next level. Miss them and this new batch of kids, is a bit too tough. Imagine I have ten bruises, just to take care of them. It is very tiring to face them the whole day.

Dating was still okay. With my teddy going to a new department, means lesser time to meet him too. And he went to take some network system courses, which means less time to go out and play and more time to study... But I think we are still quite strong together😄. Hope I can faster complete my studies and get salary increment. Still have 1.5 years to go... Still so long..

And lastly, is Christmas time. Too tired to prepare any gifts. Either busy working full and part time job now.. need a holiday break soon😍😍😍

Recently, I have been very very stressed about school work and studies. Tma has been like a continuous flow that could not be stopped. Sometimes, really regret about taking so many modules and rushing. For what , I really wonder. The only thing that I look towards is my weekend with my teddy. However, I have been overseas for the weekend and we hardly can meet. In addition, he keep asking me to go to my tma. Which I am glad, he can be understanding in this part . But, on the other hand, I really wan to meet him. I wan to see him, but he seems like he does not know or want his personal time to do his things. I am quite upset about it, especially work and colleagues was not as smooth as it thought. In addition, end of year is coming, which means another round of portfolio. My teddy is my only time where I can really relax. But now is absent for these few weeks. Haix. The time with him, is getting shorter and shorter.

Strangely, when i think about the confession, it was really funny. Previous few days, I was very sian because I did not know he actually felt about me... in fact, I was at the verge of giving up. I was like strolling around the web. But I know I jus could not bear to talk to anyone except him and some of my past online friends randomly. In fact, is the guilty that I feel it... it will not be fair for other becos of boi boi. so I jus look around and keep swiping people left. We have been like talking to late nights because I was not feeling very happy about work recently. And partially, it was because of him. He jus make me pissed as I dont know what he was thinking about... if he treated me as a friend or furthermore.

So today, as we are chatting about others. It was strange that we link to the friends become relationship. So I am asking how long will it take to know people before even consider or not consider. He was saying one year. I reply it was quite long. Then he asked me how long do i need. I just say that roughly I know ba. about 6 mths probably. He then say he knows me for 6 mths exactly today. Actually, I think is quite right. If i never remember wrongly, is about this time where we first talked. But I did not know that he actually remember. Then after that, much pressuring... he finally say he like me. But i told him that like can also mean friends. Being a super block head, he say he get it. I was like what get it... i did not even say anything. Then I have to ask more, to describe what kind of like. Which he later mean that he want me to be his gf. I was eating my breakfast, and almost spit out. My heart was literally jumping very fast and smiling non-stop. I knew that seriously I like him. I jus say ok, but i dont accept wat apps confession. He say ok, he will say next time. I dun know what to say to him... just feel that he is really dense. But on the other hand, he just is concerned if i feel the same way for him... which i strangely feel yes. Frankly, I dun think i like someone. he is one who make me feel like confessing though. But due to my past medical condition, I did not do it. At least, he has the courage to confess though online through text. I couldnt expect much from him too, hahah i am also quite timid de. And i told him the medical condition, he say he could accept it and ask if i will do the same for him too if things happened in the future. Touchwood. But his words are very sweet, I like you for who u are. omg! I cant help blushing though and feel that my facial muscles going to burst. 

It is a nice and extremely sweet 16th april. I only ask twice that if he mean real and still like me. Really sweet!!! I told some of my friends immediately, though he did not ask me formally yet. But is real... :)