July 26, 2008

ya! ya! it is like less than 2 weeks towards prelim, it just stumbled really really across me this time, but i m left with no sense of direction of where to start. only just walking around senselessly, but i m sure i will find my goal at every moment. it is a promise that will never fail.
one day, i will be standing at the ground of my dream and looking at his face in the same position
winning the pride and the esteem that i lost many years ago. i will get back at u one day, just watch it! i will never let my tears flow out once again, never and ever AT EVERY FATEFUL DAY, in which u stumbled in my life and leave a deep cut on me that i will never ever forget.

July 6, 2008

this is fun! my unhappiness-+ so if u are feeling bliss, dont...
last night i spent the whole night watching lord of the ring. the first time i watch that show, i have not have any good impression of that show, but subsequently got addicted to it. through it i learn that courage, trust is a very important thing in life and without this life perhaps maybe meaningless to some. this few week i got very upset, i could not say why it happens. in school, in front of friends, i may appear to be very happy but deep inside i knew i was very bothered.
some time in the night, i think perhaps i was just crying, becos i woke up and find that my face in damped. it is being too emo...perhaps so but i just dont feel it.

today is a very hard day for me, something bad happened in the morning and a promise is make. this promise, i will keep it no matter how long it takes. however wishing that it will not become a regret. simply words flooded my mind early on and i dont know what to say now. at first, i have no idea i will be writing again.
after a long chat and a long cry, i finally gain my peace back. hence no wonder ppl say crying will make one feel better. indeed it is true! i finally know the real use of mummy. and i will keep my promise to my parents. xiangjun will not get easily beaten by u, Mr devil. i will never see you again...forever...forever...lets return to mr Spiderman.
i love my parents forever and ever
i will strike to fulfill my promise - a promise will never be forgotten and i will give you back the me that you wish to see
jia you le
lets break the code!