there was once a upon a time,
a girl who was very very poor and lived in her own fantasy world.
everyday, she sat on her favourite thinking chair and dream of her own prince and princesses.
the girl knew truthfully that this world will never happen in reality.
one day, she received a email frm a stranger.
from there onwards, this boy and this girl meet online to chat every day at 12 pm.
gradually, both gain feelings for each other and
finally, both agreed to meet each other in the middle of the secret garden.
both thought they have found their RIGHT one
they spent a happy day at the escape theme park.
however, due to an accident
they lost each other in the crowd... and losing each other contact number in the rain.
and the worst thing that happened was the girl who was very poor had to sell her computer so she can no longer talk to the boy online.
from that day onwards, the boy and the girl carries with them are only memories on the "day".
but every fairy tale story in this world will still end with a happy ending,
like cinderella, the girl lost a thing...
the thing is HER 45 CENTS BUS CARD

happy new year, everyone... today is the end of eve. and i have a very happy afternoon with a nice nice best friends. though we did not go manage to climb the hill, wat a pity but never mind. i am too tired for that anywhere. haha, and she bought her new year clothing and a trip to singapore holland village.
let me catch the time and post it at 12 am sharp.
look forward at this new year, with a smile , we will be able to overcome any thing...
just a smile from you will do=)

sorry for any spelling error.

DeAR secRet ReadeR,
THANKs for ur Card and leTS go ClIMb BuKit TimaH hill on THe neW yeAR' eVe.
...
sOme pHotos...cHanGi AirPort(xMaS)

Bye bYe ! mR Rats

My GreAstest cHildhOOd fRiends(^_^)

smiling PastA!! MY fAvourITe=)

PrINcess Yet acT cooL

say CHEEZ to the LAST meal in s'Pore

Her Plane is tAKing off AND she is still waitINg foR ligHTNING TO strike

suNshine SnatcH the Present From greatest Enemy

haHa the pluTO ignoRed you!!

my suPERidol taKen By the Greastest PhotogRApher, gINGEr

mY sunsHIne!!

my PLane Is WaiTing fOR me...buT

say hi to MY best LOVE rival...

sOrrI lAH, i loves frOGs but I dId NOT meaN TO jumP lIke A froGs.(l o L)

sInGapoRe , mY hoMElaND

hey everybody! i m going migrating le from singapore, bybye

haha, since i keep on changing the blogskins. i m not going to put any profile or... so ever....
christmas is coming to Singapore. SO PRepare a chimmey and dont light up any fire.
last week is a busy week. got a lot of work and chalet going on. and apparently today, i did a lot of mistake due to my last week carelessness.
recall during chalet not enough of sleep on the last day, so i ended up sleeping while doing my work and i press the key continuously down. till i suddenly shake and woke myself up from dreamland. and in the cause my work for this afternoon to be in a terrible mess. luckily my " shifu" never scolded me but quite quilty for that. i should have take whole day leave instead. " qian de you huo".
haha, i got hsin ming gift. actually, my sixth sense tells me most likely i will be giving to hsin ming or qy, but lol, it's the way round. and i should have bought a bear for SQ if i know is her. why no tips. LOL. YEAP...
haha, hsim ming, i did use ur gift...yoyoyo.
* spend a wonderful christmas with everyone and the best. dont listen to last christmas at 12 am on christmas day.

at last, Master SOME basic skills of inline skating at YR houses... a 1.5 hrs of practicing plus 5 times of falling...at last i can move to a certain extent on my own. ya hoo. and 1 night plus 1 morning session, i Finish 14 books of comics. I THINK i fair quite well in this type of activities that does not require mental work...
hoho..i m left with the sun plaza, lot 1 N CHANGI airport n the whole henderson wave n the wat ah... that i havent visit .

EMOing RIGHT now... HAVE FUN

'just be happy together"
it takes some fate to meet each other, so treasure...

hohoho...a friends post (pic @ marine barrage cum keppel bay )


Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life


Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you




Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.


Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on.


Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home


Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)


Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff.

sianz... plan to do some volunteering job on sun, yet it is smashed by the not-so organised organizer. in the end, stay at the lib to borrow some books and computer CD. however, this is not the end. my family plus my aunt went to the bukit batok country club and they went for the activites while i stay outside to play some games alone...watching at the little ballerina danicing. quite cute by the way.
by the fun part is behind where we went to my ah ma house to play and watch my favourite channels-scv.in the end, we woke my granny up from her beauty sleep and my parents went to Ikea to shop, while my aunt randomly ask me to go TIONG to buy a new handphone for her.
two goaless flies went to a phoneshop, most likely " si bei ren zhai de". in the end, bought a phone costs about 168 but actually can get it free de. but never mond, have a lot of fun playng with her new phone..yoyoyo. plus went back to my granny house and watch the dinosaur show .
and in the end, last night, i had a total of four dream but it is not rare for me and i scream throughout the night. lastly, my parents have to wake me up throughout to stop my screams.
1st dream: bats with a lot of caves- adopted from the whole day of playing harvest moon.
2nd: dinosaur land- adopted from the scv tv problems
3rd: a group of red indians that played with us a compulsory english games and punishments- adopted from the doreamon comics before i went to sleep
4rd: i already forgottened becos woken up too many times.

*just wondering what are my friends doing...perhaps mugging hard for their exams.
i wan weekends and not weekdays.
happy holidays to all...

hohoho...today, i have a lot of fun with my friends and it was one of the days which i stay so late before( about 10.45 then reach home) maybe it is not so late after all. but the V n J make me so frightened..lucky those things never follow us back. but too bad, today i never get to go east coast but never mind there is always another day after all. however need to wait after 22 dec.
but we did go to MARINE BARRAGE after all though it is raining.
this is our schedule: meet at "lao di fang" late again always the two
then change to marine bay took the free shuttle...but breathe in lots of dusts.
both are scolding me for spoiling their lungs...it is not my fault
still got what ah.
ya we reach and see the demo and step on our own house (highly recommended to go n step on your house) ya we went to the star room, with stars filled all around us and took a photo in the star room for everyone to see
then play at the children playground, it is extremely clean becos it is reservoir water
both of them manage to succeed in their evil trick and cause me to drink the water and my clothes are all wet. but too bad they did not manage to be save either, V got all her pants dirty
AFTER that we went to vivo to see the night christmas tree. and have pizza hut.
this time i can really confirm that i hated pizza hut food especially pasta. i am really very stupid to be caught myself in the depth of forcing myself to see such an expensive food yet i did not like it. then both of them blame me for causing them to be unable to finish their christmas meal. in the end, we have to end of by " o ya bay ya so" to finish the food. i suspected they play the trick, every time i LOST.
still got. this is not the end, we went to the keppel bay to watch the fireworks. which is said to have fireworks display every sat 9 o'clock. and V got trick by the taxi driver to be able to catch a view at keppel bay...fake lah. and they make those creepy noise, calling my name and blowing to the air every minute. too good to be true, they succeed. in the end, i have to hold on their bags every minute before we reaches the bridge. at the end, we sat at the bridge to wait for the fireworks...while playing the " i never do this" what the crap lah...
i finally saw their " zhen mian mu" their beating does no " shou sia liu qing de"
and my hands are filled with injuries right now...
in the end, have to place ice cubes( it is all ur fault)
this is the end le...yoyoyo.

*hope V have a nice trip tomorrow. and i am still waiting for the arrival of 15 dec.
yeah...pic taken may be display soon.

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

hohoho...
i got my retainer for my teeth today but it seems to be a terrible task for me, especially i am a extremely lazy person to take care of myself. from now on whenever wan to eat something have to take the retainer out. it is like so troublesome and i always like to chew on something every minute. and now onwards , whenever i wan to eat anything i have to look for a toliet to take it out first..arghhh and i have to wear it for 1 whole year plus another year of bedtime wearing. perhaps wearing braces forever is not a bad thing after all. i wonder how my friends manage to "da han" wearing this. but this retainer is something like a mould of your own teeth and you will have to brush it everyday ..something like "jia ya" except it is just colourless.
and i really miss the dentist..she is my aunt friend and she is very gentle except her claws started to protrude when i first make my braces, and gratefully she did not scold me when i was late for about an hour for her appointment.
i have just finish watching why why love and now what show should i watch ... sweet relationship perhaps. yeah...christmas are coming soon and i get to watch the red nose reindeer on television on christmas day and the ballet mouse family...hohoho
merry christmas everyone on earth.ya since i have nothing to write yet i wan to write something
i will write my merry christmas wishlists perhaps (top 10 wish)
1.rearrange my bedroom furniture plus add my own drawing
2. see and eat all the delicious food in singapore
3. get to go genting with my cousins
4.throw all the wishing bottle in the sea
5.manage to "tong" the doreamon keychain instead of pang who
6.get a mickey mouse soft toy...who is the one who will need to sacrifice hohoho
7.manage to complete the task given by my mummy by 1st jan
8.manage to win my cousins in the racing games, anyone got tips
9.get everyone to smile everyday (ppl close me)
10.this is for santa claus...wish for world peace and hope you will reply to my letter one day

*carry on your faith, no matter how unpredictable life can be ( thoughts created upon reading a senior blogs)

i just manage to find a few of my secondary school friends blog through my links and there. most of them are from our school that's why manage to find their blog. happy to be able to read what are they doing everyday...

but somewhat and somehow i dont feel at all happy perhaps ... not because of them

is just that... by the way i found a job somewhere near vivo city

it is a admin job but perhaps too complex and there will be no one who can continue to teach me after start of feb as this company is very very small only about 6 -7 ppl. so everyone had their own duties and it is only when the girl which i am going to replace soon went for maternity leave

and her maternity leave is very long but perhaps it will be shortened if i need to go back to continue my studies if my results...

it is like so stressful, thought that i found a easy job but it is so complicated

i m actually in the lion den, i wish i had not promise so soon and now i m struggling with my own feelings. but this is not the first time that i actually have ths goaless type of feeling

i suppose it all began when i get the grades that did not get for my psle and get seriously criticised by my uncle. perhaps most of close frends hear before ths story...

and the second time is the first time that took a literature test a very small one but dont now why perhaps i m being very upset about it but i vague remember it is the first time that i fail a test...and i dont really know why and i cried in front of my aunts during new year

this is the second time that all this happened during new year

and the third time is when i struggled upon whether to continue to take triple science as all my friends dropped their science and opt for combined... but actually in my heart knew really what wanted, and in the end ... choose to follow my own heart and combined and it is a relieved that i got A for combined science but i did not follow my 2 best friends combin

and the fourth time is during my A level perhaps i carried the thought that i may not be able to pass my A so what for work so hard for it...somehow it is pointless, but thinking that i can win over my uncle's opinon i continue to struggled to take the exam and finish it or i will not be able to know the results at all , after all perhaps i will choose to go poly to get my practical certificate

and now this is the fifth time, perhaps 2 months of training will soon be over and i will left on my own to do the stuff and this time is work not the cca thing where i make mistake and there is my teacher to cover up for me. so this fear just ripped my heart once again

but if i really think again at most i dont continue to work. but this company really give me a real job experience that it can mark my start of my working life and more over if the lady gets pregnant again, they may hired me back to take over her job temporary.and i will be able to get experience afterall it is this experience and record which is precious. moreover the boss is quite good... so now i m struggling once again.



there was once a friend who say that there is always a new try and new start to everyone life, if you dont continue and carry upon your courage and be brave to make the first move, you will always remain at the same spot and you will never be able to reach and catch up with the rest and never be able to look into your future...on the other hand if you move the step, you will be able to know though one may face even my trouble however there is always a glimspse of hop waiting upon your arrival.



sometimes, friends are the only person that you can rely on in your studies and working, relationship other thatn family. if this time, when i am working is something where in my cca, where lee yee left me to struggle upon, where my junior and my friends were side by side to lend upon a hand to help me...how nice to have friends with you!!

recently i just went through my box of letters...i keep every cards that my friends give me
from there i can experience our friendship once again, though some of your cards are very short but i am still very happy especially one of the cards about a pirates...( lol) thanks all of you

ok, haha this is a very long post...i think and to think positively once again... i am going marine barrage to explore this sat and singapore poly exam end this fri for one of my friend so can have a lot of fun hurray le. and i am still waiting for 15 dec... my precious

friends are the most precious gift that one could have and throughout these years i have never really treasure this precious gift... so from today i will become more irritating and noisy i try to be... but i think i m already very irritating...lol. you will see a more optimistic xj and irritating xj and my dad is playing with my games again depleting the battery ...

how i havent fulfill my promise

after listening to some of my friends talking about A LEVELS today...
make me very depressed
i wonder if should ignore all the facts around me or continue beng carefree
till the day when these may link together and cause great trouble to them
now dont even know what nonsense things that i am talking now
how how how
after exam being emo makes me feel worse...

as time passes will i get myself back again or should i let this chance slip away from my hands
will i regret or not
ya btw tonight prom night, hope to see a lot of pics at other blogs...hohoho

volcano is going to start again
ng xiang jun is going to explode soon
if the nonsense is not going to make sense anymore
ahhasheiwe92749340-3ytoqiowjdklk"qLKE

i lived in happiness, visit a lot of places in singapore...
must visit before the 31 dec right right
is not cheapskate ok, jer...lol u too
haha...
this few days damn happy...
shop for some clothes but apparently some are cheap and it runs colour
but most are okay except one shirt and it blend the colour of my dad clothing
haha but i m still very happy
visit a lot of places...queenstown, central, botanic, tampiness, suntec, city hall, vivo, harbourfront,plaza sing, bugis, clarke quay
still left with marine barrage, causeway point, white sands, lot 1, chinatown, zoo, changi airport, expo, still got wat ah...nm
but i m still very very happy...hohoho
ashley tisdale...must not be the last christmas
but i loved you all
hahahha...
hohoho...

must do items
1. download psp games
2. download computer games
3. visit all the shopping mall in singapore
4. visit all nature parks
5. go to east coast n fish with family
6. go marine bay and stroll
7. be optimistic
8.contact and go out with all best friends
9. smiles to myself everyday
10. get my teeth cure and my sleep back
11. watch all video
12. read all doreamon comics again
13. eat all the street food
14.sign up for volunteer job
15.go class chalet
16. master my rubik cube
17.go star gazing
18. climb the bukit timah hill to the top
19.complete henderson waves
20.complete the star glass bottles for 2 friends
21. let me think first

hohoho, i just took out by braces on thurs...
feeling too excited and happy that i woke up at 3 am and here i am le
after 4 yrs , it can be said to be a long long wait
i got so super used to having the metal thing on my teeth
that i m feeling so weird without it
but i m not a good patient
having too miss my appointment or being late for it, which results a 4 year waiting...
hohoho, this can be said to be the best christmas present
but i just hated to put the retainer
you have to put it urself everyday...super super troublesome
i am just too happy to say anything
and n n the nurses and dentist is so super super funny
just miss them so much... i think i now can confirm my dream
too become a dentist but...is it need to medical course
then it will be too farfetched
but nevermind who cares about all this
hahaha...hohoho...yoyoyo

i m very bored,sufferng in agony
how come poly so late then holiday...
no one to play with me and everyone are all looking for a job
watching movie at night and straight in the morning
one word to descrbe sianz...]
nothing to do... oh pls help me( jus joking only)
lets continue to watch
1.bu liang xiao hua
2.it start with a kiss 2
3.mvp valentime (again)
and more more movie jus simply rocks

nothing to blog about...(-.0) (x.x) (-.-)

once upon a time, we was posted to the same school
no one knew each other until one day when we all sat together to chat
shyness shrunk us away but friendship bring us together
but as time passes, it is time to graduate
and slowly even best friends are apart
if we are able to start again. can we continue our friendship together and forever
having friends are the best things in life ... for real!!

as long as there is an opportunity , just grab it... there are people to guide you along .dont be afraid, just try your best. if in the end, something crop up, they will understand. so relaxed and do ur very best in everything. just remember as long as you are determined, there is nothing thet xiangjun cannot do de. MUST REMEMBER!!!

jiayou ginger :)

(are u thinking what i am thinking) ...dont anyhow think -jkjk

jj teacher shanghai night lol look @ facebk for more pic

hohoho! christmas is coming le...
after the ..., sq n yr and of course me went to city hall to suntec to esplanade to library to singapore river to clarke to central shopping mall...hohoho, wasted a lot of calories but added to legs cramps and pain...but it is too fun to be avoided.

added to the joy of walking is juicy gossips from people yoyoyo.
and 15 mins interval and the joy is we r all desperate for seats.
haha, and singapore is a country where one will not be lost becos ... we have a lot of policemen(should be happy too) but they dont let us jaywalking) -.0!!!

here r some picture ok there r more but with sq get from her tomorrow... lets fate bring us together

lets take the life to 3rd floor but there is a opening at the top if u look carefully
(sq: lets take the life to 3rd floor, so near only) lol...


xj n yr stop playing with water...still playing ah


are u all desperate for water ..to thirsty is it

i look like a kid

yr stop chasing me

i know how to walk on water

say ya to my family

smilez everyone!!!

i dont wan to sacrifice myself

can i take this home

haha this is the end! le wait for more pic upload this week le remember rook rook

today will be the last day that i really blog
2 years of school will be gone so fast and in front of me will be 1 week of serious mugging
last week did not really do much can u just imagine the tv set is on for the whole day
this week after this show at this time i will no longer be watching tv any more
encouragment for my self
that if u dont try u will never know what is in front of me
this year was not a good year for me especially the scorpion
restless to study and i know that i will never want to do the wrong things make the worng move again
i will make myself study very hard to get into nus, or ntu
i want to get into this school and go to the school by next year 2009
xiangjun shang

dont steal my banana!!















have u think what u really wanted













this is my dream house,0i!

if there is chance, will u change ur thinking after all!
if there is a hope, will u choose to give up or u will cherish it
if there is a true love in ur eyes, will u let it go
if there is friendship, will there be forever happiness
if if if...
look forward and never look back, as there is always someone waiting for u in front

just now, i was packing my neoprints and photo album
some many years have already passed, and i will be facing my A level two months later
i saw happiness of many smiling faces on the photos, though perhaps the moment of happiness may be short...however the photos just seemed at the moment u look at it, u will be able to see the joy and laughter of everyone. photos contains precious family ties which dimmed as u grow up and friendship that may be lost in the sea of competition. happiness is hard to find, and what's more of ur friendship and love ones.
learn to treasure them and never let them go... find them back before they walk further and further from you! i m sorry....(^_^)

i hate to say but no words can describe what i want to say forever and ever...

and here to wish happy birthday doraemon

since thurs, time really really pass very fast. total of five days and i have not started yet.wasted wasted! arggghhhh. thurs, i went out with my friends after examination and played computer games for hours and hours. followed by fri... and saturday, i went out with my long lost friends to science centre, imm and the henderson wave ( i missed it )- becos it is too late . sunday, i visited the cc , my aunt house and my ah ma house. i hate to say, but i got so mad at the ah ma house. due to a long lasting hatred! ( what can i say but just listen to fate) and now it is monday, i think i will start by mugging! what a tough period for a new start of teachers day cum holidays!
i hate holidays , exam and school days... do fish have to study too?

crap la... ate at je pizza hut with sq,yr and xx.
at first, i dont wan to go to pizza hut , i dont eat pizza. but since sq n yr want to eat. so i follow them. but continuously eat the pasta really make me feel like throwing out. there is a lot of cream, chould call cream pasta instead of chicken pasta. but overall quite fun at je though very very little ppl at je, so quiet like ghost town. with the chats regarding yanru, and chats about food( we r like pigs going to explore more food shops)! it's so fun.especially the neoprints part! someone is filled with happiness, lol. okay i shall go n sleep!
PRELIMS IS OVER FOR NOW ONLY!+_+
i got shot from u!

speechless for words today...everything just lies with me

no wonder they say no effort no gain. i m just waiting for the special critical moment to strike

afraid from hearing comments, result fear in me ...during feb will i suffer again!!! no i just hope i can give him a slap! pank!

but just at that critical moment i saw a smile a bright light fell on me

see here it is him!

+lame post...

ya! ya! it is like less than 2 weeks towards prelim, it just stumbled really really across me this time, but i m left with no sense of direction of where to start. only just walking around senselessly, but i m sure i will find my goal at every moment. it is a promise that will never fail.
one day, i will be standing at the ground of my dream and looking at his face in the same position
winning the pride and the esteem that i lost many years ago. i will get back at u one day, just watch it! i will never let my tears flow out once again, never and ever AT EVERY FATEFUL DAY, in which u stumbled in my life and leave a deep cut on me that i will never ever forget.

this is fun! my unhappiness-+ so if u are feeling bliss, dont...
last night i spent the whole night watching lord of the ring. the first time i watch that show, i have not have any good impression of that show, but subsequently got addicted to it. through it i learn that courage, trust is a very important thing in life and without this life perhaps maybe meaningless to some. this few week i got very upset, i could not say why it happens. in school, in front of friends, i may appear to be very happy but deep inside i knew i was very bothered.
some time in the night, i think perhaps i was just crying, becos i woke up and find that my face in damped. it is being too emo...perhaps so but i just dont feel it.

today is a very hard day for me, something bad happened in the morning and a promise is make. this promise, i will keep it no matter how long it takes. however wishing that it will not become a regret. simply words flooded my mind early on and i dont know what to say now. at first, i have no idea i will be writing again.
after a long chat and a long cry, i finally gain my peace back. hence no wonder ppl say crying will make one feel better. indeed it is true! i finally know the real use of mummy. and i will keep my promise to my parents. xiangjun will not get easily beaten by u, Mr devil. i will never see you again...forever...forever...lets return to mr Spiderman.
i love my parents forever and ever
i will strike to fulfill my promise - a promise will never be forgotten and i will give you back the me that you wish to see
jia you le
lets break the code!

LE
today, the whole night i stared at the blue sky, hoping to see a glimpse of the stary night
i love to see the whole sky full of stars, it just bring a sense of relaxation
perhaps, it is just connected to my childhood...
i used to spoil the computer a few times and being punished and cried the whole night in my room. the only person who accompany me is perhaps the stars. i dont like to let people see me crying though they always do. tonight i feel like crying again but just trying to hold back my tears. one person used to describe people using stars, sun and moon

stars: people who hate loneliness but usually love to spend time alone, quite contradicting
they hope for a miracle and wish someone who can lead them the way out. they like to hide things and dont like to let people know their true character. it just simply means having a secret face. they like to explore without having any restrictions. they are ambitious and wish to lead the way out and love to bring cool and peace to others

sun: people who are usually influential, they belongs to the outdoor side and they love to do things at their own way and pace, they hate loneliness and wish to be the central of attractions. they are very friendly and carries a helping hand. they are people who cannot stop doing something and are always optimistic and forgiving

moon: people who usually are quiet and hardworking. they dont like to mix around and like to lead their own way. not easily influence by others. they are usually dont good in speech and find it hard to express their true feelings. they usually keep things to themselves. they are good listeners and keep secrets. they may carry hatred for someone but they dont show. they are good friends and they care for their friends in a secret way.

thinking about all this , leads me to think about mr yy. he locked all the tv programme they i loved to watch and left me with no choice with CNA , channel 5 and central ... however he did not discover that i know his secret. i can gladly say that i meddle with the remote control since i was about k1 so of course i know the functions, and he secretly kept a channel u at one of the numbers. which he thought i wont explore and moreover there is still a device called dvd, no program, go and rent dvd la.... so easy... but to really say that i think perhaps i should stop watching tv programme and really start mugging. say so many times , but it appear that none of it come through, i m lacking by my O level results, what a disappointment
if i did not select this school, will it be a better choice for me...since i choose this school instead of the school that heaven choose for me, perhaps i should not think so much and i happy with my class now...

argg... i was being chased by a stupid dog ...bull dog so more

i thought i could conquer my fear by walking a long the path way passing through the bull

at first, it seems harmless but when i was at his reach, he immediately stand up like wanting to bite me. then the maid who is holding to his leash, was like smiling, it was like damn scary

i shouted in front of the public...luckily very few were around. and i was late meeting my friend in sch. in the afternoon, need to meet AS but she cancelled it, i was still craving for my kfc...such a pity . in the end went home to eat my delicious maggi and soup

i just want to say hi and ask u m i cute but u just ran away...ai yo

but it just call for a emergency, all my pens broke down... all being polluted by my wet hands

went to bugis to buy some stationery on offer hurray!!!

bought a lot of snacks with my friend...

wat a meaningful plus scary day to test out my fear for dogs

luckily none of my friends looks like dogs

i m talking craps again

food is just everyone favourite

eating chocolate cream biscuits, chocolate sweets, and chocolate roll

chocolate just simply rocks my day wonder if there is chocolate noodles too

nothing describe my feelings now

let this picture show everything ba

part 3 of my dream
this time , i was in my secondary school class... i was waiting till now to complete this part
recall: i never get to see his face, i was at a school with a red brick ground, i receive a letter...i was awaken by my mummy
he was just sittin beside me, i just knew him, but as usual, i still never get to see his face...
he just sit beside me only, i was talking to him all along ( teacher ask him to sit beside me)
but i just did not turn my head over...but simply talking to him makes me overjoy.
i wan to see his face...hope i will not get a shocked- yoyoyo
will i ever get to complete this dream and see his face one day?

siqian, happy birthday to u tomorrow, 5 june
zhu ni sheng ri (rush )le !!!

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
i never think be4..lol
2) Study hard or play hard?
study hard n play hard
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
myself n my parents n snoo
4)do u think u have confidence?
i onli do things unless i have confidence
5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?
to own a chocolate factory
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, i see before
7) What is your goal for this year?
to get As for all A level subjects...striving hard from now
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
yes, i think...
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no , becos i m a gd girl
1o) What feeling do you love the most?
i m a cold blooded person w/o feelings
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
determination, dilligent,caring ba
12) What feeling do you hate the most?
everything=)
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes, every friendship is hard to reach and find so treasure it
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
television programme
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my parents n myself n friends too
16) Do you believe in God?
yes to a cetain extent
17) Who is your best friend?
everyone who truely understand me n stay by my side or their side no matter what
18) Who cares for you the most?
my mummy n daddy but they dont express it but jus knew it.yay
19) Describe the person who tagged you with five words.
funny, talkative, a friend that every1 wants, hardworking(i think is 51%)
2o) Who do you love most?
myself.

last valentime

urge

i just flip and i saw the autograph book that i use to let my friends write...
there came a urge for me to really thanks my friends who had accompany me for so many years.there have been many unhappiness between all of us and happiness too. perhaps the time that we spent arguing is more than we really sit down and chat.
however, this sort of communication normally brings us one step closer to each other. being a quiet girl, the sort of communications, perhaps is argument...only argument can keep my mouth open but it may cause me to be burning mad. but perhaps it is the only way...
in the mrt a few days ago, i peek at a lady book , it is about happiness and one of the sentence, is " can there be really happiness without a reason"
is there really a way in which people can be happy without a reason, perhaps the only group of people are babies. people are always greedy , wanting to reach to the top without fail, this is normally the start of a vicious unhappy life cycle ( i learn from my social studies bk)
have a nice day, and don't think i m mad if i m smiling without any reason...yoyoyo

life is just bluez...for the last time

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is having a good eye. You take amazing picture and have the natural talent for most visual arts. You are inspired by challenges. If something is hard to accomplish, you want to do it. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

You Are From Pluto

You are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe.
You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart.
You love change and you use it to your advantage, whether by choice or chance.
You don't like to compromise, to the point of being self-destructive with your stubborness.
Live life with love, and your deep powers will open the world to you.

What Planet Are You From?

You are 73% Scorpio

You Are Comet A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge! Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

How Scorpio Are You?

You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To

Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could. Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most. But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you? It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low. What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth

Could You Be a Vampire?

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are 60% Weirdo

You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to. (But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!) You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them.

Are You A Weirdo?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?