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today, the whole night i stared at the blue sky, hoping to see a glimpse of the stary night
i love to see the whole sky full of stars, it just bring a sense of relaxation
perhaps, it is just connected to my childhood...
i used to spoil the computer a few times and being punished and cried the whole night in my room. the only person who accompany me is perhaps the stars. i dont like to let people see me crying though they always do. tonight i feel like crying again but just trying to hold back my tears. one person used to describe people using stars, sun and moon

stars: people who hate loneliness but usually love to spend time alone, quite contradicting
they hope for a miracle and wish someone who can lead them the way out. they like to hide things and dont like to let people know their true character. it just simply means having a secret face. they like to explore without having any restrictions. they are ambitious and wish to lead the way out and love to bring cool and peace to others

sun: people who are usually influential, they belongs to the outdoor side and they love to do things at their own way and pace, they hate loneliness and wish to be the central of attractions. they are very friendly and carries a helping hand. they are people who cannot stop doing something and are always optimistic and forgiving

moon: people who usually are quiet and hardworking. they dont like to mix around and like to lead their own way. not easily influence by others. they are usually dont good in speech and find it hard to express their true feelings. they usually keep things to themselves. they are good listeners and keep secrets. they may carry hatred for someone but they dont show. they are good friends and they care for their friends in a secret way.

thinking about all this , leads me to think about mr yy. he locked all the tv programme they i loved to watch and left me with no choice with CNA , channel 5 and central ... however he did not discover that i know his secret. i can gladly say that i meddle with the remote control since i was about k1 so of course i know the functions, and he secretly kept a channel u at one of the numbers. which he thought i wont explore and moreover there is still a device called dvd, no program, go and rent dvd la.... so easy... but to really say that i think perhaps i should stop watching tv programme and really start mugging. say so many times , but it appear that none of it come through, i m lacking by my O level results, what a disappointment
if i did not select this school, will it be a better choice for me...since i choose this school instead of the school that heaven choose for me, perhaps i should not think so much and i happy with my class now...

argg... i was being chased by a stupid dog ...bull dog so more

i thought i could conquer my fear by walking a long the path way passing through the bull

at first, it seems harmless but when i was at his reach, he immediately stand up like wanting to bite me. then the maid who is holding to his leash, was like smiling, it was like damn scary

i shouted in front of the public...luckily very few were around. and i was late meeting my friend in sch. in the afternoon, need to meet AS but she cancelled it, i was still craving for my kfc...such a pity . in the end went home to eat my delicious maggi and soup

i just want to say hi and ask u m i cute but u just ran away...ai yo

but it just call for a emergency, all my pens broke down... all being polluted by my wet hands

went to bugis to buy some stationery on offer hurray!!!

bought a lot of snacks with my friend...

wat a meaningful plus scary day to test out my fear for dogs

luckily none of my friends looks like dogs

i m talking craps again

food is just everyone favourite

eating chocolate cream biscuits, chocolate sweets, and chocolate roll

chocolate just simply rocks my day wonder if there is chocolate noodles too

nothing describe my feelings now

let this picture show everything ba

part 3 of my dream
this time , i was in my secondary school class... i was waiting till now to complete this part
recall: i never get to see his face, i was at a school with a red brick ground, i receive a letter...i was awaken by my mummy
he was just sittin beside me, i just knew him, but as usual, i still never get to see his face...
he just sit beside me only, i was talking to him all along ( teacher ask him to sit beside me)
but i just did not turn my head over...but simply talking to him makes me overjoy.
i wan to see his face...hope i will not get a shocked- yoyoyo
will i ever get to complete this dream and see his face one day?

siqian, happy birthday to u tomorrow, 5 june
zhu ni sheng ri (rush )le !!!

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
i never think be4..lol
2) Study hard or play hard?
study hard n play hard
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
myself n my parents n snoo
4)do u think u have confidence?
i onli do things unless i have confidence
5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?
to own a chocolate factory
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, i see before
7) What is your goal for this year?
to get As for all A level subjects...striving hard from now
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
yes, i think...
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no , becos i m a gd girl
1o) What feeling do you love the most?
i m a cold blooded person w/o feelings
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
determination, dilligent,caring ba
12) What feeling do you hate the most?
everything=)
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes, every friendship is hard to reach and find so treasure it
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
television programme
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my parents n myself n friends too
16) Do you believe in God?
yes to a cetain extent
17) Who is your best friend?
everyone who truely understand me n stay by my side or their side no matter what
18) Who cares for you the most?
my mummy n daddy but they dont express it but jus knew it.yay
19) Describe the person who tagged you with five words.
funny, talkative, a friend that every1 wants, hardworking(i think is 51%)
2o) Who do you love most?
myself.

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