thurs, 23 apr 09
ok! here i am to complain. actually i cannot say that i am complaining, just stressed and worried about my future. this course is simply worse than the JC. perhaps because i have no facts about the bio part. so it is quite hard for me... i supposed. and as days passed, i found out that my class is confirm a extremely mug class...which is like super super mug that kind, perhaps this is the only start that i think, perhaps as there are hcjc, vjc type of people... perhaps it is not true or what because i wasn't sure too. i don't want to be the bottom of class and i don't expect good grades for this course too. however, please dont let me fall below. my course is like only 75 people, in which the teacher had said that it is very big group. and for the first few days, i did not have my lecture notes with me, so i cant even know the terms for the parts of the body and moreover, i do not know that i have to do the tutorial notes. this time is really what the crap! what i know is that this course will sure to get me a job in the future as they are serious lacking of people with hospital expanding... that why i chose this course and partially because of the uniform and the interest to help people. however what i feel now, is i don't have the capability of helping others, rather they should help me instead. no wonder, those senior in OT went to the church to talk about their sorrows...this is what i seriuosly think so... i still have a english exam going on, all the things like fall in the wrong place. however i feel that though this things happened, i still will not give up...perhaps i am still remembering what the secret reader and my mummy had said. for the secret reader part is : one day, we went to mount faber and reaching to the end is a very quiet road and i actually wanted to turn back. yet she said that continue to walk and perserve on...one day , you will reach to the end of the road. and now, i am doing that. for my mummy part, she told me very olden days story...i just wonder how come students in the past behave very differntly from the student s nowadays. perserve this weeks, i am sure i will be going well.... i hope that i can recover fast enough. and we got a project given to us today, though it is only the start, but our group are going to do the research and discuss about it next week.
fri,24 apr 09
today, wanted to go and buy the 2nd hand books...in the end, i did not buy any at all. it was so crap today. went to school in the afternoon and finish classes at about 4.30. attended only 1 and half hours of lessons, but thinking about the dates for exams and projects just made my day really bad...however it is still okay, as the time passed. afterall, i suppose all the first day of jc, students are also bombed by exam dates. I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC. i wonder how is it=) i have a buy a lot of textbooks and pay quite a lot and also READ A LOT.
sat. 25 apr 09
btw, when i wrote this. it is in the morning : timing is 8.00pm. today will be a busy day for me, i suppose. i had to eat breakfast by 8.00am. do my english compo by 10.00. read the newspapers. go to sch for orientation, reaches sch at 10.45am. after orientation, which i skip a little...i will have to go to bras basah to buy medical books (textbooks). after that, i was still wondering should i meet my friends or i have to rush home to study...afterall, i am lacking of bio knowledge and i have to read lecture notes and do tutorials before the lessons.... let me think about it...
overall,
while people had to struggle with their army. i have to struggle for my studies for about 3 years...i hope that i will receive the motivation call soon
April 23, 2009
April 18, 2009
friday, 17-4-09
it was the orientation day for OT. OT is really OT=staying back late without pay...lol. haha! quite bored at first, because i did not know anyone fron the school or the course. but some of them, had some school mates with them. at first, i did not talk to anyone and it is only when someone started to talk to me and i will reply, as usual. and i slowly started to talk to people and began to make friends, though i only remember some of their names.
mon, 20-4-09
today, it was quite a long day. our class has agreed to meet at 9.00 but i thought it was 8.30 and i still have diarrhoea that night. it was quite bored, waiting for the class but luckily i had a classmate that i can talk to..slowly, one by one began to arrive in the school. i also found some friends with some similar characteristics. but when the first lessons starts, i almost wanted to sleep. perhaps it was so long before i attend a lecture. meanwhile, i am flooded with the lack of notes which can make me keep awake and the fact that i have to remember a lot of bio terms on the first day of sch and it uses...furthermore, our lecturer told us that he is still behind of one lecture summary. oh, my gosh! it is like so many things that have to be cramped on the first lessons. no wonder, he said be prepared to work as hard as medical course and the books that he recommended are all medical books and we are forced to buy...each costs about 80 dollars... and it is extremely thick and heavy.
the 2nd lessons was even worse, the lights was off and i dont even know which pages tha lecturer was talking about, all i knew that i was sleepy and tired. however, i was not the only who was feeling this way.
the 3rd lessons was even worse, we had a project coming up around week 6-7. it was like so early... it is the first day, and i am flooded with all this.
and the worst of all was that there is a clinical practice, where we had to transfer patients and the teacher tell us that we may have to jog with her in the fields after lessons to keep ourselves fit, and we are giving assignment of exercising for this week.
and i had to endure for like 9.00-5.00 with only half an hour break. however, i only went home at about 6.15 due to some papers that my friends do not have. so a group of us went about to ask for papers for them... putting ourselves in their shoes, if it was us that we do not have the papers, we will wish that they can accompany us about. afterall, what are friends for...
but...for my dream, i will have to endure, though it may not be the work that it turn out perfectly to be. but i think it is still quite okay, since around 50 people can endure, why not me... i must be optimistic and determine and of course work hard after all,
i want to lead a life that i wanted it to be in the future , to be able to surround by happiness and laughter... and moreover the pay is quite appealing too.
and it make me envious that jera is able to play com games and go shopping and val is having her third year with lessons of 5-6pm only... haha! but this is after all what i have chosen.
when the road seems short and narrow, look at another way..a beautiful park may be awaiting for you=)
it was the orientation day for OT. OT is really OT=staying back late without pay...lol. haha! quite bored at first, because i did not know anyone fron the school or the course. but some of them, had some school mates with them. at first, i did not talk to anyone and it is only when someone started to talk to me and i will reply, as usual. and i slowly started to talk to people and began to make friends, though i only remember some of their names.
mon, 20-4-09
today, it was quite a long day. our class has agreed to meet at 9.00 but i thought it was 8.30 and i still have diarrhoea that night. it was quite bored, waiting for the class but luckily i had a classmate that i can talk to..slowly, one by one began to arrive in the school. i also found some friends with some similar characteristics. but when the first lessons starts, i almost wanted to sleep. perhaps it was so long before i attend a lecture. meanwhile, i am flooded with the lack of notes which can make me keep awake and the fact that i have to remember a lot of bio terms on the first day of sch and it uses...furthermore, our lecturer told us that he is still behind of one lecture summary. oh, my gosh! it is like so many things that have to be cramped on the first lessons. no wonder, he said be prepared to work as hard as medical course and the books that he recommended are all medical books and we are forced to buy...each costs about 80 dollars... and it is extremely thick and heavy.
the 2nd lessons was even worse, the lights was off and i dont even know which pages tha lecturer was talking about, all i knew that i was sleepy and tired. however, i was not the only who was feeling this way.
the 3rd lessons was even worse, we had a project coming up around week 6-7. it was like so early... it is the first day, and i am flooded with all this.
and the worst of all was that there is a clinical practice, where we had to transfer patients and the teacher tell us that we may have to jog with her in the fields after lessons to keep ourselves fit, and we are giving assignment of exercising for this week.
and i had to endure for like 9.00-5.00 with only half an hour break. however, i only went home at about 6.15 due to some papers that my friends do not have. so a group of us went about to ask for papers for them... putting ourselves in their shoes, if it was us that we do not have the papers, we will wish that they can accompany us about. afterall, what are friends for...
but...for my dream, i will have to endure, though it may not be the work that it turn out perfectly to be. but i think it is still quite okay, since around 50 people can endure, why not me... i must be optimistic and determine and of course work hard after all,
i want to lead a life that i wanted it to be in the future , to be able to surround by happiness and laughter... and moreover the pay is quite appealing too.
and it make me envious that jera is able to play com games and go shopping and val is having her third year with lessons of 5-6pm only... haha! but this is after all what i have chosen.
when the road seems short and narrow, look at another way..a beautiful park may be awaiting for you=)
April 15, 2009
yesterday, i was still in the ccompany diligently playing computer games. yet, today i have to play computer games at home. indeed, you have guess it, right! i am retrenched...yohoo. but i quit. instead of banging piles of paper in front of the head, they thanks me for working in the company. i felt that throughout this few months of times together, it was quite memorable for me. everyone was very kind and friendly especially times was hard when my friend had not came to work with me. luckily, my shi fu is very kind and helpful. i am so fortunate to be in this company. for now, my friend is still working in the company. quite guilty to leave her alone there, but she is still able to earn good money. school is going to start soon and according to many of them, there will be a lot of projects and all sorts of things...wondering how will it be. now, i am feeling abit of nervous, happiness, excitement and boredom.
argharghargh.... i am going to work hard for my future and the smilez of other people faces. i am still feeling confused. wonder how will the orientation be... no words can describe my feelings now.
15 april is the start.
1. study hard for the english paper
2. meet new friends and be a lot more talkative
3. complete my volunteering forms
4. complete my registration
5. be a good friend
love can never be everlasting. yet, your kindness and help can create a significant impact on others. standing at other people point of view, one will be able to virtualise a totally different things. everyone has a story behind their back. once , one will be able to step out of their own pathway, he or she may be able to see another road.=) whenever one meet an obstacles, perhaps taking another view, you will be able to free yourself from the troubles and problems...
argharghargh.... i am going to work hard for my future and the smilez of other people faces. i am still feeling confused. wonder how will the orientation be... no words can describe my feelings now.
15 april is the start.
1. study hard for the english paper
2. meet new friends and be a lot more talkative
3. complete my volunteering forms
4. complete my registration
5. be a good friend
love can never be everlasting. yet, your kindness and help can create a significant impact on others. standing at other people point of view, one will be able to virtualise a totally different things. everyone has a story behind their back. once , one will be able to step out of their own pathway, he or she may be able to see another road.=) whenever one meet an obstacles, perhaps taking another view, you will be able to free yourself from the troubles and problems...
April 14, 2009
April 7, 2009
top 10 favourite ambition for ME:
1.doctor( wanted to wear the white coat and cut people :but got bashed in sec 2)
2.occupational therapists ( so that i can receive a lot of cards and wear my dream white coat: now processing)
3.fashion designer ( so that i can play with clothing:got bashed seeing that it is hard to draw human)
4.marinetime engineer (because i can travel to a lot of country on ship:got bashed upon seeing results)
5.social worker ( so that i can receive a lot of cards and hear different stories of others)
6.wedding planner ( so that i can bring happiness to couples)
7.hotel HR manager ( so that i can play with walkie talkie :got bashed upon seeing my tuition mates)
8.chef( so that i can cook a lot of nice dishes :will go for part time when i grow up)
9.dentists ( wanted it so that i got free treatment for my teeth :but got bashed upon seeing how hard it is to get in)
10.CID ( so that i will prove myself to be as cleverer than murderer as i think murderers are the most clever person in the world :got bashed when i fail my NAFA)
1.doctor( wanted to wear the white coat and cut people :but got bashed in sec 2)
2.occupational therapists ( so that i can receive a lot of cards and wear my dream white coat: now processing)
3.fashion designer ( so that i can play with clothing:got bashed seeing that it is hard to draw human)
4.marinetime engineer (because i can travel to a lot of country on ship:got bashed upon seeing results)
5.social worker ( so that i can receive a lot of cards and hear different stories of others)
6.wedding planner ( so that i can bring happiness to couples)
7.hotel HR manager ( so that i can play with walkie talkie :got bashed upon seeing my tuition mates)
8.chef( so that i can cook a lot of nice dishes :will go for part time when i grow up)
9.dentists ( wanted it so that i got free treatment for my teeth :but got bashed upon seeing how hard it is to get in)
10.CID ( so that i will prove myself to be as cleverer than murderer as i think murderers are the most clever person in the world :got bashed when i fail my NAFA)
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