i got to be brave. take one step at one time.

Don't waste your every moment, do something that creates something different to other people or do work that you think you should have done. Don't wait till the last minute to complete things. Finish things as fast as possible. Just think that if you dun tried, you will never know the end results. Even if the end results is not up to your satisfaction or you might have wasted something important in your life, just treat it as an important lesson that you have learnt in your life. Learn to appreciate things. Life is never smooth-sailing, but as long as you never tried, you will never know whether you can make it or not.

There are many people who are worse than u. Time to them are like nothing, because they does not know about the "Time" factor, yet their life can be lived with happiness that no one can ever achieve. You might think that time is precious and you have wasted your life doing nothing. Yet, if you think if another way, if you are so dejected now, why not just BUCK UP now and make a difference in your other years. When you ever even look back, you might think that the years that you spent on something that you once think that is extremely important and the results are not satisfactory to you, might seem small and unimportant now to you.

yesterday, i spent my whole day running about and meeting with friends. I am very satisfied with it. After school --> shop at novena--> lunch at donut factory --> movie at iluma --> give tuition --> vivo city shop --> keppal bay --> watch online show at home --> finally had a good rest at home but with nightmare though

this morning --> woke up at 9am --> watch tv (doraemon and my fav show) --> online play some games --> printed out my notes (play and school notes) --> packed my room --> hang up my poster --> sort out all my notes to be read --> come online and blog. I can start to study and go for my another study marathon tonight. With chapter to read: play and school, clinical things, SMD to read

I can make it!!! 2 months only. just treat it as a precious learning study, even if it mean a failure to me (this is sound pessimistic, but i am being optimistic) but at least, i believe i will learn something from it.

I won't cry this time round. Do something scary everyday, you will learn that it is not that scary after all.

life screwed. i FLUNKED MY VIVA. that's so great

I am so sorry to those friends, as i have been feeling very moody recently. So especially my friends, whom i threatened to beat them up..Esp WEIZHEN. i am feeling very sorry for her=) haha! but what are friends for? to be beaten up ma!! "da shi teng, ma shi ai".

and just a new thing: i shall stop typing "huh" if not i will irritate someone=) ahahaha! BUT STILL HATE TO SMS... i SHOULD GET A PHONE WITHOUT SMS FUNCTION=)

There is a lot of things occurring in my mind, this few days, plus stories of my friends are just flooding me. I need to concentrate on my work and start to really study. I think i won't be going to facebook anymore and stop reading my comics for a while and Plus plus the attraction of television should stop for a while. for a month, i suppose...since the exam is really coming. Luckily, i had already given out present for ppl who are having their birthday this month.

Perhaps, once i have already sorted out what i am going to do and my feeling, i have been feeling better. However, it is only today that i sorted out only. But it is really nice talking to your friends, keeping nothing to yourself at all. The feeling is very nice. and i finally resist my temptation of not buying anything.

AND FINALLY WANTED TO THANKS THE person who pick up my ez-link card. strangely, i did not feel anxious at all when i know that i lost my card. This is the 3rd time that i lost my card, and i always find it. really thanks to all the persons that help me to give back to the counter. and i will always help to pick up cards and find the owner=) perhaps that will lead me to my prince...haha! too early to dream already, XJ.

I think i am now feeling calm now (as the mood ring shows). perhaps due to the song too=) Tomorrow will be a better day, think positively=) haha!!