Reality game part 5

Truth's thoughts: Did i make a correct guess? She is actually in love with me...

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For the following week before the night at the prom, Truth was waiting online for his quiet girl. But strangely quiet girl was never online.

Truth's thoughts: where have she gone?

(back in school)
Truth and Frank walked past each other everyday, without a word of communication. Perhaps, they just lacked of opportunities to talk as Truth was always surrounded with girls.

November 8 2010: Truth saw Frank walking right in front of him. He ran forward, wanting to grab hold of her bag like what he always did to others. But before Truth could grab her bag...

Ryan and Truth other's girl friends: Hey Truth!! (touch Truth's shoulders)

(Ryan could sense that Truth wanted to talk to Frank as he saw Frank just an arm length away from Truth)

(Frank who heard the Truth's commotion, turn around and look at Truth. Truth looked into Frank's eyes... Before he could utter a word, Frank looked away and walked further and further away.)

This carries on for the whole week. Just like two strangers...walking past each other

(The night before prom)

Truth:zzzzzzzzzz (out popped a window) Quiet girl was online

Truth's thoughts: She is online.

Truth: Hello, are you there?

Frank's thoughts: Should I reply back?

Quiet girl: Yup, I am Here.

Truth: How are you? WHy are you not online for the whole week?

Quiet girl: Just that, I am avoiding someone...( Frank wanted to delete what she type, when a bell ring and she accidentally press on the send key)

Truth's thoughts: who is she avoiding? Me?

(At the door)

Puff: Hey Frank, I am sleeping here tonight. Going to camp with you. I need some ideas about the dress that i am wearing to the prom night tomorrow. (Before Frank could say a word, Puff went to the room)

Puff: Frank, could you get me a drink?

Frank: ALright!!

(Msn)

Truth: Are you avoiding me? The other time, did i guess correctly? You like Truth?

(Hey, the com is on. Let me see who is Truth talking to? Puff reading the computer.)

Puff's thoughts: Frank like Truth and she did not tell me about it...

Puff( using quiet girl's name:): Erm, No... I don't like Truth, he is so arrogant, like to play with girls...

Truth: Erm, he is actually not like that. Perhaps, it is what others see him to be as. But he is quite a nice person and he treat people with sincerity especially his love ones... What if...

Puff: I don't see him as this type of person (Puff is just lying). and what if?

Truth: I tell you That i am Truth.

Puff's thoughts: he is truth. Frank is talking to Truth.

Truth: and if i tell you that i love you...

Puff: He is truth and i am talking to truth. He likes Frank...

(Meanwhile, Frank:" Puff, your drink is here")

(Puff, immediately sign out from msn)

Truth: She is offline. I wonder how she felt about me. Did she get a shocked. Am i too direct?

(Puff and Frank was sharing ideas about Puff's dress for tommorrow's prom until late at night.)

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(When Puff was asleep, Frank went online...)

Reality game part 4

Puff: Why are you talking to him? He knows you? why are you both talking....

(Frank was lost in the thoughts, wondering and recalling what happened just now)

Frank's thoughts: he actually knows me! Frank!!...(Still thinking), I must be hearing it wrongly...

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(In class, Ding Dong!! Class ended)

Mr Tan: Hey class, wait!! I have a question. Just wanted to see a raise of hands who is going for the prom tonight.

(Almost the whole class raise the hands, except Frank and a couple of boys)

Puff: Frank, you are not going to the prom?

Frank: I am not sure, let me think about it. I am very tired...

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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....you got a mail

Quiet girl: Who is that? Oh Noisy boy.

Noisy boy: how is your day again?

Quiet girl: Just alright. it wasn't a very good day, anyway! I got a bash on my face by a basketball. And my specs fell on the ground.

Noisy boy: (what a coincidence, Frank got hit by the basketball too and her specs fell on the ground. Is it really FRANK that i chatting with. Let me see what happen...) so what happen next.... are you alright?

Quiet girl: Yep, just had a bruise on my head...but fine. Ermmmm, nothing really happened...except, he pick up my specs...

Noisy boy: That good.... Who is the he? You mean... the guy that you like?

Quiet girl:.......yeeeeeeesssssssss... it is like so embarrassing in front of him. I hope to go in a hole when he picked up specs... (oh CRAP, i does not know his identity and i have told him so many things.)

(Just as Noisy boy was about to ask if quiet girl was Frank, Quiet girl went offline)

Noisy boy: 0___0!!! she went offline...

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Quiet girl's thought: did i tell him too many things. It can't be so coincidence... that i am talking to Truth... it can't be the truth.

Reality game part 3

Quiet girl: (Yawn!!) Today is not a very good day for me.

Noisy boy: Why?

Quiet girl: I have fallen in love with a guy in school. He is like the sun in our school and he is always accompany by girls in the school. Every time when i see him, he is like being surrounded by lots of girls in school. Even my best friends like him. I felt that in his eyes, perhaps i am just one lonely shadow floating around in the school. I doubt that he even notice me. Since there are like 300 hundreds students in the course, and i wasn't even in his class.

Noisy Boy: Who is the guy? Are you referring to me? Perhaps you really think too lowly about yourself. At least, i notice you and i am a very popular guy in school too. Have more confident in yourself. Perhaps, this guy wears a mask in front of people... you never know.

Quiet girl: Yep, referring to you (just kidding). Perhaps i am not that bad as i really thought i am to be. Btw, What do you mean when you say he wears a mask?

Noisy boy: A mask is something that hides you from showing the real personality that you have in front of people...

Quiet girl: So are you saying you are wearing one too? Behind the real you, which is always surrounded by many people?

Noisy boy:... to be frank, yesssss. I felt that i am not living alone in this world. Indeed, i am not alone. Always being binded by other's people expectation to do well in many things. Unable to really show my emotion out to others. In school i may seem to be a very fun loving person, surrounded by lots of people, yet... there is no one who I really can talk to... and I am just appearing or doing what others expects me to do...

Quiet girl: Perhaps in this environment, everyone has that kind of mask. A mask that allows you to breathe, having a bit of personal space. Behind that mask, is filled with self expectation and things that others wants you to excel on... I understand that kind of feeling.

Noisy boy: yep!! at least, being online i will be able to freely express myself, without the eyes of others. Being the true me... Btw, who is the guy that you like?

Quiet girl: Yesss... that true, with no opinion of others and don't need to be concern about how others will look at you. haha! since you are in the same course as me, make a guess!!

Noisy boy: All right, shall guess. Popular guy... james?

Quiet girl: No! wrong (chuckled). Popular than james...

Noisy boy: ok!! more popular than james. Ryan?

Quiet girl: Wrong. But you are close... how about guessing yourself.

Noisy boy: Truth.

Quiet girl's thoughts (shocked): he is truth. the one! is he really the one. I have been talking to truth.

Noisy boy:....hey!! did i make a correct guess? Why did you not continue talking?

Quiet girl (still in shock): Sorry, i got to go...

Noisy boy: Hey wait!! Will you be going to prom next week friday?

(Quiet girl left the conversation at 11.11pm)

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(the next day:)

Frank's thoughts: How come my heart is bouncing so heavily today? wonder if anything bad will happen? Or is he near me?

(Frank looked around as she was walking to school from the long long passage way)

Frank: what a relief!! there is no one around... that good! I suppose that is just my senses that is working wrongly today.

(Suddenly, a ball came flying hitting Frank's face and her specs fall onto the ground)

James (the owner of the ball): I am so sorry, Frank. Sorry that i hit you!! are you alright!! So sorry, i got to run... Treat you food next time.

Frank: it's okay!! i am fine. (Looking for her specs on the ground. Just as Frank spotted her specs, a hand pick the specs up and hand it to her).

Frank: Thank you. (wearing her specs)

Truth: You are welcome. Are you alright? You are Frank from Class 3 right? In psychology, I saw you a couple of times?...

Frank( in a shock): Yep, thank for picking my specs up...

(before Frank can continue...)

Puff(Frank's friend): Hey Frank, you are so slow... We are late for our class now...

Reality Game Chapter 2

After the lecture ended, Frank ran home... Truth went out with his other friends to the nearby shopping center to continue their chat.

Truth: Yawn!! i am feeling so tired.

Ryan: You deserve it, for chatting until late at night. So who is the girl that you have been chatting with for so long? huh!! There is so many girls waiting for you in school, mr prince charming. So who is the girl who manage to open your heart?

Truth: I am not sure myself too. She says that she was in the same course as us in the same school. At least, that narrows down to just 300 students in the course.

Ryan: You haven't seen her face yet? that's like so long since you chatted with her online? You are so slow...

(Truth suddenly became very quiet)

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Back at home, Frank immediately on the computer...

Frank thoughts': he is not home yet.

Frank waited in front of her computer...until she fell asleep.

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Ryan: wow, we have been chatting for so long. Lets' go for dinner now. I wan to eat...

Truth: Sorry Ryan, I think you will have to go with the rest. I promise my mother to eat dinner at home.

Ryan: Wow!! when are you such a good boy? I really wonder...is it really auntie or the mystery girl

Truth: I really got to go!! and i really wanted to tell you... You are full of rubbish
(Chuckled**)

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Truth's thoughts: oh my!! It is like midnight. I wonder will she be online now. Click!! Oh she is online!!

Noisy boy: hey!! what are you doing?

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Meanwhile, " YOU got a mail!! zzzzzzzzzz"

Quiet girl: oh he is online now!!

The Reality Game chapter 1

Their conversation seems never ending. Their words are always repeating and yet none of them got bored. Ever since, the game of Love game brought them together. Being paired up online and playing the game together, winning the 2nd in the love game competition, they seemed to be always online and offline together.

Noisy boy: "Hey quiet girl, what are you doing now?"

Quiet girl: "Nth!! just surfing the net and doing my homework. How was your day today? Having fun in school?"

Noisy boy:"Haha! yep, school is just so fun for me.

Quiet girl: Any stories to share about girls together...since you have been telling me how popular you are in school? how girls simply adore you to the max.

Noisy boy:Yep, i think so too!! the girls simply chase me from one end to another end of school. Did you see it, since you are in the same school as me... haha?

Quiet girl: No, haha! i am just oblivious to my surrounding. I don't see their faces when people walks past me, so apparently i won't know and I don't even know how you look so... ya!!

Noisy boy: yea!! u are simply just blind, lol!!

Quiet girl: you may not know, maybe i am in reality.

Noisy boy: knowing you for like half a year, and knowing that you are in the same school as me... but why did we not meet even once?

Quiet girl: don't you know that the truth is always horrible, so why do we have to meet up?

Noisy boy: yea!! so you mean you are very ugly is it...

Quiet girl: yea!! i am very ugly that all... i got to go now. so see you again tmr!!

Noisy boy: Hey,.........(she went offline at a super fast speed everytime whenever we talk about appearance. Wonder what she is doing?)

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Back in Princeviewly University.

Puff: JiGGLE, Frank!! cheer up!! You look super tired every night. What have you been doing all night long?

Frank: Just chatting online with one of my friend.

Puff: lol! what time did you end your ...chat?

Frank: About 4am. I suppose.

Puff: lol!! Did you really fall in love with this guy? You have been chatting with him for a month and chatting from the evening to late at night everyday.

Frank: Lol!! Maybe...I dun know. He seems to be a very nice person to talk to after all and he is very friendly.

Puff: hey, maybe he is your true prince charming after all...look at your 3 o'clock direction.

Frank: huh?

(Puff was pointing to the most handsome and popular man that she think it was in our course. Indeed, it was very true. Truth was just voted to be Mr university in our school.)

Frank: yup!! he was always being surrounded by other girls. He won't take note of you, Puff. Forget it...you know!! We are just normal school students who are not sporty or glamorous in the eyes of others. He won't take note of us. Anyway, we will be late for class. Lets' go...

Puff: Yup!! what you said is probably right! Lets' go! but it won't harm to let me take a sneak look at him.

Frank: Ok! you shall take a look, while i attend class without you. (Frank just walk past Truth)

(Puff continued to look at truth, covering her mouth with her book)

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Truth, on the other hand, was wondering : " how come this girl can just walk past me without even look at me". Wonder who she is??

Ryan: Truth, who are staring at? You finally thought of having a girlfriend, is it? Staring at some pretty girl?

Truth: No. Just that...By the way, do you know who is that girl? (Pointing to her backview to Ryan)

Ryan: lol! You are finally curious about someone. Oh, you mean the girl who was in pink and white? She is... let me check it out for you.

(Coming back)

Ryan: The girl is Frank. She is a year 2 student in Psychology, same as us. How come we did not get to see her? She looks quite cute and pretty. But heard from my friend that her eye sight was not that good and she is quite quiet.

Truth: Oh i see. No wonder she did not get a close look at how handsome i looked...lol!! So she is called Frank... o...

(Truth have been staring at her backview throughout the whole lecture)

Looking at my previous post, i think that it was the first time i voice my displeasure online. These school opening week was not a very nice week for me, thinking that my birthday was on that day too!! I had to rush out my report that i thought it was supposed to be handed in 5 weeks after school reopen and not on week 5 of school. All the celebration mainly from my family side and my poly clique... i miss my best friends to beside me and giving me my present. Lots of people own me present. while their presents was stacking up inside my drawer. One overseas , while the others was super busy with their upcoming exam... and as usual exams are the most important for them and me too!! so i understand their situation!! after all, i did that to them often.

Now listening to emo songs from love writer 1. He stopped writing love stories which is rather a sad thing and now i am super immerse in love writer 3 blog...however his stories are published only weekly. I finally finished my report and got it printed out!! But i realised that i have 5 more reports which require intense research and lots of words (min 1500 for 1 report, others are 2000 words each). However, life is full of hope and I got to live positive as i can't afford to collapse... xiangjun says this: life is full of ups and downs. No one lives a perfect life and the only thing that one can do is just to live happily with it and just don't disappoint ppl around you. After all, others' happiness will be your happiness (one may disagree or agree)

After today, I am not watching tv anymore le... i supposed. Got to live a healthy lifestyle. with only exercises and books in my life, i supposed that the way others wants me to live. The emo song is really making me upset, but i really can't stop myself from pressing the mute button. Got to sleep early so as to wake up early to do those assignments. and project work!!

Random: I am one who really enjoyed playing pet society, becos there is no school and all one needs to earn money was just to visit their friends. My pets ryar and skies are able to design their own house, and they will never die of hunger. different variety of food available for them. If human are able to determine their own life, control their own future, will it be a good or a bad thing? Ignoring others' presence, thoughts, their feelings, their words and their actions. When the clock strike 12am, i will be back to my usual self... quiet and sedated!! or changed to my childhood days- talkative, irritating and crappy!!

i just feel like scolding someone now. I really admired those who have flawless English language. Now i have to correct my english and hopefully, i can sent to charlotte by tonight. BUT it really sucks!! i HECK CARE LE!! I NEED TO GET MY SLEEP!!!! so rude22@

Yesterday is the last day of my clinical. Having mixed feeling of wanting to continue to stay and wanting to go back to be with my friends in school! When i last seen the office, where i had to go and report to Ama about the plans that i make. The new friends that I make during clinical, having a fun time during clinical, as my sup was a nice person to befriend, though she still acts like a supervisor. She taught me a lot of things and i really appreciate it. Ha ha! any way school is going to start next week and i got to go back to school on Monday! and not to mention, i still have a report to hand in next week. probably would start today!! got to start soon. but let me have fun today!!

i have really enough sleep yesterday!! ha-ha! it is super nice to rest in bed and wake up like no one business. don't need to wake up, thinking of plans and case notes. endless of sleepless night, where i slept early but wake up early to do case notes and plans for my treatment, where my only television programme was Holland village replay.

today, got to go out and want to buy something from daison!! I want to go vivo!! But i cant find anyone who has flexible timings. ha ha!! never mind=')

the halloween night at sentosa on saturday is super fun lo! we went for trail walk, though i felt it is ex initially, but quite worthwhile. ha ha! the place was filled with people screaming and it was so thrilled to hear other screaming, oh my i am just weird. gee!! during the trail, i kept stepping on people's shoes. ended up apologizing so much! and i find my trait: when i am feeling scared, i will just keep on laughing till my stomachache. But it is just super funny to see their eyes so big and glow in dark and thinking that they are just human who dress like that, it is just super funny and not frightening at all. unless, i suddenly turn and see a head in front of me, then i will be scared... that all! but it is fun!! but a pity that i did not get to go to the sky tower. wanted to go up as i have been seeing the sky tower for a few times, but i never got to go up every-time. so it's a pity. but anyway, it is nice to go home together as a group since it is getting dark too!!

ha ha! time to watch tv. and i learn to do your best for everything in the world. and do it fast before anything bad happen. But i only realised it after clinical!!

xj