During these few months after my unofficial graduation day, I had been through a lot of things. There were a lot of happening that I can't even imagine or ever occur in my mind. There was not a lot of time to think yet, was being critical to a certain extent.

I have been through a few surgeries and I, seriously DO NOT EVER WANT to experience the torment again. Actually, it was not the surgeries that were painful... but it was the waiting results period which was tormenting. There were many results that I had received, and these few months, I had been through a lot of ups and down. From shocks to sadness to acceptance and to be courageous to face everything that were going to be ahead of me, to be able to undergo the treatment process with a happy heart and looking forward to complete the whole process and to regain full recovery.

Throughout the things that I had through, I was very grateful to my family members...in particular to my parents. They were the ones who really stay by my side and encourage me, hearing the news, might be more troubling to them and overwhelming to them. It was the first time that I ever see my dad cried, and I never ever want to see that again. My parents, I want to say a big THANK YOU to you.

Secondly, I want to thanks all my aunts. They were the ones who I really felt loved. The encouragement that they give, the unlimited prayers that they give to me, the super healthy organic food and water that they provided me every week, the effort to deliver the food to me when I was working part-time...make me feel that I should be the happiest person in the world, at least I am really loved by my family members.

Thirdly, the group of people to thanks were of course, My friends. Some of my friends were really very sensitive to be able to detect the changes in the mood that I have experienced during the process. They are very encouraging and always ask me out and of course, VERY understanding. THANKS TO THEM TOO!!=)

20 August 12
I am still undergoing the therapy and it is going to be completed!!! haha! finally and wishes that everything will be fine and go on smoothly. The best method for recovery is to stay optimistic and happy, haha!!! and soon, will be able to start work, haha! looking forward and ahead to start my job soon and hopefully, I will be able to use my skills and knowledge to help other people who undergoes the similar process as me. Now, I will be able to more or less understand their feelings as a patient and I WILL TRY MY BEST TO HELP THEM, not only in physical but in mentally.

God wants us to go through trials, so that we grow (romans 8:28). He will bring you out of it, believe and stay strong (quoted from the net).

At last, just wanted to say! Thank you=)