I am confused now. Very glad that finally i ended my clinicals. But at the same time, still wondering if i am suitable for this course or not. I just receive an email telling me to go for an interview. though it was not my best choice la, but it is still another option out. just wondering if i am suitable for this course (which i am still in), judging by my grades since year 1 until now. and my clinicals results... seriously, i admitted not putting enough effort into doing my work and therefore, my marks were always like that. but at the same time, i dun know what to do to improve and be more knowledgeable and suitable for my course.

What should i do...

having a pretty hairstyle,
wearing branded clothes,
carrying branded bags,
wearing branded shoes,
yet the heart is icing cold,
only thought about oneself...

what the meaning of this...
yet there are many people who existed in this world...