there was once a upon a time,
a girl who was very very poor and lived in her own fantasy world.
everyday, she sat on her favourite thinking chair and dream of her own prince and princesses.
the girl knew truthfully that this world will never happen in reality.
one day, she received a email frm a stranger.
from there onwards, this boy and this girl meet online to chat every day at 12 pm.
gradually, both gain feelings for each other and
finally, both agreed to meet each other in the middle of the secret garden.
both thought they have found their RIGHT one
they spent a happy day at the escape theme park.
however, due to an accident
they lost each other in the crowd... and losing each other contact number in the rain.
and the worst thing that happened was the girl who was very poor had to sell her computer so she can no longer talk to the boy online.
from that day onwards, the boy and the girl carries with them are only memories on the "day".
but every fairy tale story in this world will still end with a happy ending,
like cinderella, the girl lost a thing...
the thing is HER 45 CENTS BUS CARD

happy new year, everyone... today is the end of eve. and i have a very happy afternoon with a nice nice best friends. though we did not go manage to climb the hill, wat a pity but never mind. i am too tired for that anywhere. haha, and she bought her new year clothing and a trip to singapore holland village.
let me catch the time and post it at 12 am sharp.
look forward at this new year, with a smile , we will be able to overcome any thing...
just a smile from you will do=)

sorry for any spelling error.

DeAR secRet ReadeR,
THANKs for ur Card and leTS go ClIMb BuKit TimaH hill on THe neW yeAR' eVe.
...
sOme pHotos...cHanGi AirPort(xMaS)

Bye bYe ! mR Rats

My GreAstest cHildhOOd fRiends(^_^)

smiling PastA!! MY fAvourITe=)

PrINcess Yet acT cooL

say CHEEZ to the LAST meal in s'Pore

Her Plane is tAKing off AND she is still waitINg foR ligHTNING TO strike

suNshine SnatcH the Present From greatest Enemy

haHa the pluTO ignoRed you!!

my suPERidol taKen By the Greastest PhotogRApher, gINGEr

mY sunsHIne!!

my PLane Is WaiTing fOR me...buT

say hi to MY best LOVE rival...

sOrrI lAH, i loves frOGs but I dId NOT meaN TO jumP lIke A froGs.(l o L)

sInGapoRe , mY hoMElaND

hey everybody! i m going migrating le from singapore, bybye

haha, since i keep on changing the blogskins. i m not going to put any profile or... so ever....
christmas is coming to Singapore. SO PRepare a chimmey and dont light up any fire.
last week is a busy week. got a lot of work and chalet going on. and apparently today, i did a lot of mistake due to my last week carelessness.
recall during chalet not enough of sleep on the last day, so i ended up sleeping while doing my work and i press the key continuously down. till i suddenly shake and woke myself up from dreamland. and in the cause my work for this afternoon to be in a terrible mess. luckily my " shifu" never scolded me but quite quilty for that. i should have take whole day leave instead. " qian de you huo".
haha, i got hsin ming gift. actually, my sixth sense tells me most likely i will be giving to hsin ming or qy, but lol, it's the way round. and i should have bought a bear for SQ if i know is her. why no tips. LOL. YEAP...
haha, hsim ming, i did use ur gift...yoyoyo.
* spend a wonderful christmas with everyone and the best. dont listen to last christmas at 12 am on christmas day.

at last, Master SOME basic skills of inline skating at YR houses... a 1.5 hrs of practicing plus 5 times of falling...at last i can move to a certain extent on my own. ya hoo. and 1 night plus 1 morning session, i Finish 14 books of comics. I THINK i fair quite well in this type of activities that does not require mental work...
hoho..i m left with the sun plaza, lot 1 N CHANGI airport n the whole henderson wave n the wat ah... that i havent visit .

EMOing RIGHT now... HAVE FUN

'just be happy together"
it takes some fate to meet each other, so treasure...

hohoho...a friends post (pic @ marine barrage cum keppel bay )


Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life


Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you




Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.


Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on.


Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home


Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)


Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff.

sianz... plan to do some volunteering job on sun, yet it is smashed by the not-so organised organizer. in the end, stay at the lib to borrow some books and computer CD. however, this is not the end. my family plus my aunt went to the bukit batok country club and they went for the activites while i stay outside to play some games alone...watching at the little ballerina danicing. quite cute by the way.
by the fun part is behind where we went to my ah ma house to play and watch my favourite channels-scv.in the end, we woke my granny up from her beauty sleep and my parents went to Ikea to shop, while my aunt randomly ask me to go TIONG to buy a new handphone for her.
two goaless flies went to a phoneshop, most likely " si bei ren zhai de". in the end, bought a phone costs about 168 but actually can get it free de. but never mond, have a lot of fun playng with her new phone..yoyoyo. plus went back to my granny house and watch the dinosaur show .
and in the end, last night, i had a total of four dream but it is not rare for me and i scream throughout the night. lastly, my parents have to wake me up throughout to stop my screams.
1st dream: bats with a lot of caves- adopted from the whole day of playing harvest moon.
2nd: dinosaur land- adopted from the scv tv problems
3rd: a group of red indians that played with us a compulsory english games and punishments- adopted from the doreamon comics before i went to sleep
4rd: i already forgottened becos woken up too many times.

*just wondering what are my friends doing...perhaps mugging hard for their exams.
i wan weekends and not weekdays.
happy holidays to all...

hohoho...today, i have a lot of fun with my friends and it was one of the days which i stay so late before( about 10.45 then reach home) maybe it is not so late after all. but the V n J make me so frightened..lucky those things never follow us back. but too bad, today i never get to go east coast but never mind there is always another day after all. however need to wait after 22 dec.
but we did go to MARINE BARRAGE after all though it is raining.
this is our schedule: meet at "lao di fang" late again always the two
then change to marine bay took the free shuttle...but breathe in lots of dusts.
both are scolding me for spoiling their lungs...it is not my fault
still got what ah.
ya we reach and see the demo and step on our own house (highly recommended to go n step on your house) ya we went to the star room, with stars filled all around us and took a photo in the star room for everyone to see
then play at the children playground, it is extremely clean becos it is reservoir water
both of them manage to succeed in their evil trick and cause me to drink the water and my clothes are all wet. but too bad they did not manage to be save either, V got all her pants dirty
AFTER that we went to vivo to see the night christmas tree. and have pizza hut.
this time i can really confirm that i hated pizza hut food especially pasta. i am really very stupid to be caught myself in the depth of forcing myself to see such an expensive food yet i did not like it. then both of them blame me for causing them to be unable to finish their christmas meal. in the end, we have to end of by " o ya bay ya so" to finish the food. i suspected they play the trick, every time i LOST.
still got. this is not the end, we went to the keppel bay to watch the fireworks. which is said to have fireworks display every sat 9 o'clock. and V got trick by the taxi driver to be able to catch a view at keppel bay...fake lah. and they make those creepy noise, calling my name and blowing to the air every minute. too good to be true, they succeed. in the end, i have to hold on their bags every minute before we reaches the bridge. at the end, we sat at the bridge to wait for the fireworks...while playing the " i never do this" what the crap lah...
i finally saw their " zhen mian mu" their beating does no " shou sia liu qing de"
and my hands are filled with injuries right now...
in the end, have to place ice cubes( it is all ur fault)
this is the end le...yoyoyo.

*hope V have a nice trip tomorrow. and i am still waiting for the arrival of 15 dec.
yeah...pic taken may be display soon.

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

hohoho...
i got my retainer for my teeth today but it seems to be a terrible task for me, especially i am a extremely lazy person to take care of myself. from now on whenever wan to eat something have to take the retainer out. it is like so troublesome and i always like to chew on something every minute. and now onwards , whenever i wan to eat anything i have to look for a toliet to take it out first..arghhh and i have to wear it for 1 whole year plus another year of bedtime wearing. perhaps wearing braces forever is not a bad thing after all. i wonder how my friends manage to "da han" wearing this. but this retainer is something like a mould of your own teeth and you will have to brush it everyday ..something like "jia ya" except it is just colourless.
and i really miss the dentist..she is my aunt friend and she is very gentle except her claws started to protrude when i first make my braces, and gratefully she did not scold me when i was late for about an hour for her appointment.
i have just finish watching why why love and now what show should i watch ... sweet relationship perhaps. yeah...christmas are coming soon and i get to watch the red nose reindeer on television on christmas day and the ballet mouse family...hohoho
merry christmas everyone on earth.ya since i have nothing to write yet i wan to write something
i will write my merry christmas wishlists perhaps (top 10 wish)
1.rearrange my bedroom furniture plus add my own drawing
2. see and eat all the delicious food in singapore
3. get to go genting with my cousins
4.throw all the wishing bottle in the sea
5.manage to "tong" the doreamon keychain instead of pang who
6.get a mickey mouse soft toy...who is the one who will need to sacrifice hohoho
7.manage to complete the task given by my mummy by 1st jan
8.manage to win my cousins in the racing games, anyone got tips
9.get everyone to smile everyday (ppl close me)
10.this is for santa claus...wish for world peace and hope you will reply to my letter one day

*carry on your faith, no matter how unpredictable life can be ( thoughts created upon reading a senior blogs)

i just manage to find a few of my secondary school friends blog through my links and there. most of them are from our school that's why manage to find their blog. happy to be able to read what are they doing everyday...

but somewhat and somehow i dont feel at all happy perhaps ... not because of them

is just that... by the way i found a job somewhere near vivo city

it is a admin job but perhaps too complex and there will be no one who can continue to teach me after start of feb as this company is very very small only about 6 -7 ppl. so everyone had their own duties and it is only when the girl which i am going to replace soon went for maternity leave

and her maternity leave is very long but perhaps it will be shortened if i need to go back to continue my studies if my results...

it is like so stressful, thought that i found a easy job but it is so complicated

i m actually in the lion den, i wish i had not promise so soon and now i m struggling with my own feelings. but this is not the first time that i actually have ths goaless type of feeling

i suppose it all began when i get the grades that did not get for my psle and get seriously criticised by my uncle. perhaps most of close frends hear before ths story...

and the second time is the first time that took a literature test a very small one but dont now why perhaps i m being very upset about it but i vague remember it is the first time that i fail a test...and i dont really know why and i cried in front of my aunts during new year

this is the second time that all this happened during new year

and the third time is when i struggled upon whether to continue to take triple science as all my friends dropped their science and opt for combined... but actually in my heart knew really what wanted, and in the end ... choose to follow my own heart and combined and it is a relieved that i got A for combined science but i did not follow my 2 best friends combin

and the fourth time is during my A level perhaps i carried the thought that i may not be able to pass my A so what for work so hard for it...somehow it is pointless, but thinking that i can win over my uncle's opinon i continue to struggled to take the exam and finish it or i will not be able to know the results at all , after all perhaps i will choose to go poly to get my practical certificate

and now this is the fifth time, perhaps 2 months of training will soon be over and i will left on my own to do the stuff and this time is work not the cca thing where i make mistake and there is my teacher to cover up for me. so this fear just ripped my heart once again

but if i really think again at most i dont continue to work. but this company really give me a real job experience that it can mark my start of my working life and more over if the lady gets pregnant again, they may hired me back to take over her job temporary.and i will be able to get experience afterall it is this experience and record which is precious. moreover the boss is quite good... so now i m struggling once again.



there was once a friend who say that there is always a new try and new start to everyone life, if you dont continue and carry upon your courage and be brave to make the first move, you will always remain at the same spot and you will never be able to reach and catch up with the rest and never be able to look into your future...on the other hand if you move the step, you will be able to know though one may face even my trouble however there is always a glimspse of hop waiting upon your arrival.



sometimes, friends are the only person that you can rely on in your studies and working, relationship other thatn family. if this time, when i am working is something where in my cca, where lee yee left me to struggle upon, where my junior and my friends were side by side to lend upon a hand to help me...how nice to have friends with you!!

recently i just went through my box of letters...i keep every cards that my friends give me
from there i can experience our friendship once again, though some of your cards are very short but i am still very happy especially one of the cards about a pirates...( lol) thanks all of you

ok, haha this is a very long post...i think and to think positively once again... i am going marine barrage to explore this sat and singapore poly exam end this fri for one of my friend so can have a lot of fun hurray le. and i am still waiting for 15 dec... my precious

friends are the most precious gift that one could have and throughout these years i have never really treasure this precious gift... so from today i will become more irritating and noisy i try to be... but i think i m already very irritating...lol. you will see a more optimistic xj and irritating xj and my dad is playing with my games again depleting the battery ...

how i havent fulfill my promise

after listening to some of my friends talking about A LEVELS today...
make me very depressed
i wonder if should ignore all the facts around me or continue beng carefree
till the day when these may link together and cause great trouble to them
now dont even know what nonsense things that i am talking now
how how how
after exam being emo makes me feel worse...

as time passes will i get myself back again or should i let this chance slip away from my hands
will i regret or not
ya btw tonight prom night, hope to see a lot of pics at other blogs...hohoho