tomorrow, lessons are going to start per normal again. AND again, we will be doing reports and project work again and again. hope that this time round, it goes smoothly again. another class mate of mine left the course again. It was really very sad and for me, it turns out to be a point of thought again. it seems that in our class, the number of students are getting lesser and lesser. and i seems a bit lost of hope suddenly. this few days, i was not in a very good mood at all. and all it seems in this way. maybe it is because all my other friends seems to be graduating soon. one of my friend told me that she is always in the same footsteps as me. all it may seem, but the pathway is always different. by the chance, we became friends. it seems far, yet near.

today the night sky is all dark now. it seems that it contains thousand of secrets which is kept and hidden in the dark sky. many people contains secrets that they do not want others to know and pry into. this secrets some are good and some are hidden dark secrets. man are always not contented creatures, the more they want to excel, the more secrets that they kept. It seems so weird, yet it is so simple. adapted from my friends' blog that happiness stopped at the level of 20, and the happiness level will drop as time goes passed. i wondered what level of happinesss will be like 2 years down the road. most probably, i will land in hospital begin tied up. some times, really just admired those people who are less intelligent than the normal IQ man. felt that they are really simple and behaved in their own way, ignoring other people snarls and complains. they lived simple and happy. but somehow, on the other hand, if they have the option, will they choose to be in this way. their parents worried for them at the utmost point, that when they grow up, who can they depend on? on their brother or sister? what if their brother and sister get married and was unaccepted by the family. so what happened to them in the end. will they remain homeless and no one to care and look after in the end. so what will happen...