Strangely, when i think about the confession, it was really funny. Previous few days, I was very sian because I did not know he actually felt about me... in fact, I was at the verge of giving up. I was like strolling around the web. But I know I jus could not bear to talk to anyone except him and some of my past online friends randomly. In fact, is the guilty that I feel it... it will not be fair for other becos of boi boi. so I jus look around and keep swiping people left. We have been like talking to late nights because I was not feeling very happy about work recently. And partially, it was because of him. He jus make me pissed as I dont know what he was thinking about... if he treated me as a friend or furthermore.

So today, as we are chatting about others. It was strange that we link to the friends become relationship. So I am asking how long will it take to know people before even consider or not consider. He was saying one year. I reply it was quite long. Then he asked me how long do i need. I just say that roughly I know ba. about 6 mths probably. He then say he knows me for 6 mths exactly today. Actually, I think is quite right. If i never remember wrongly, is about this time where we first talked. But I did not know that he actually remember. Then after that, much pressuring... he finally say he like me. But i told him that like can also mean friends. Being a super block head, he say he get it. I was like what get it... i did not even say anything. Then I have to ask more, to describe what kind of like. Which he later mean that he want me to be his gf. I was eating my breakfast, and almost spit out. My heart was literally jumping very fast and smiling non-stop. I knew that seriously I like him. I jus say ok, but i dont accept wat apps confession. He say ok, he will say next time. I dun know what to say to him... just feel that he is really dense. But on the other hand, he just is concerned if i feel the same way for him... which i strangely feel yes. Frankly, I dun think i like someone. he is one who make me feel like confessing though. But due to my past medical condition, I did not do it. At least, he has the courage to confess though online through text. I couldnt expect much from him too, hahah i am also quite timid de. And i told him the medical condition, he say he could accept it and ask if i will do the same for him too if things happened in the future. Touchwood. But his words are very sweet, I like you for who u are. omg! I cant help blushing though and feel that my facial muscles going to burst. 

It is a nice and extremely sweet 16th april. I only ask twice that if he mean real and still like me. Really sweet!!! I told some of my friends immediately, though he did not ask me formally yet. But is real... :)