haha! finally a big stone is placed down, i think!!
i have finally typed out the letter for my ntu withdrawl. but before i post it into the bin or sent it out by mail. i am still having uncertain thoughts about it. though i really like occupational therapy, i am still a very slow learner in which i need to put a lot of effort in things. if i did not put enough effort, here i am getting this type of results that i have NOW in NYP. don't know why!! but i really like this course, perhaps it is the friends that are always beside me ba!! ANd I REALLY DREAM OF WORKING IN INSTITUTE OF MENTAL HEALTH. that is damn cool!! i want to go there, because i think i have a really very different mindset as others, so perhaps i will find somewhere where there are people of the same kind as me. I hope that i can safely pass this course and i can go there to work, though i may not be able to go to overseas university because my results is so LOUSY. but i will try hard for it after all!!!

hope that i can post the letter safely into the post box tomorrow.
so many things to study and i still got my general paper to take. seriously , i think my teacher give up hope!! never mind, i am call "hope" and i believe tmr will be a better day!! I WILL WORK MY WAY OUT!