hello.everyone. today is wed and the following day will be thursday and the following day will be the dearest friday, where everybody can take a break. me too! i can finally geta good good rest.
kept busy for the whole entire week, ah what should i say. should i feel happy because i finally get on track with what i am really doing at work or should i be overjoy for being too blur and do the wrong things at work. but all this does not make me sad at all. i also don't know why i am feeling down this few days. perhaps the sadness came upon me...because i think i have been away from a friend. though i feel that, i was surrounded with a lot of good friends that i have throughout my lifetime at least for now. but losing one or two can just make my heart break. am i too mushy. since i am the so called HI and this type of people can hardly make any friends and when they really feel that they are good friends, they really treat them as really friends. to many people, friends may be just a word, but to them, friends are as important as ... i also dun know how to describe. eeeeeeeeeeee!! i was listening to a very nice, soft music when it suddenly change. it totally change my mood now. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! change back le!ya
everyone have many characters and all my friends can say to have different characters too, especially those who has the same character me. lucky me we are the extreme , we did not fight but became really good friends. but not all true friends, i managed to save. i knew that for some friends, even if we did not talk a lot often or gather together, but somehow, we manage to become very good friends. but for some, friendship seems to be like sparks which disappear when it ends. from a tinny bit of fire, we chat all day long, and in the end, even if we have each other contacts, i feels like a stranger to you. frightened to even dial your number or disconnect from the call. how come all this happened. perhaps friendship are not roots of the plants rather they are just like sparks. which comes whenever thay want and end whenever they like...

i hope that in this lifetime, i will be able to prove it wrong. friendship are ROOTS.
and i will not be alone.