haha. i finally realise why i m so sad today. not about family, friends, personal maybe under the influence of results...but it is impossible, i suppose. being sad today, i have eaten chocolate ice cream cum starwberry flavour, orange plus strawberry, chocolate milk tea...straight after dinner. when i am upset, i like to cook maggi and eat a lot of food. no wonder i being fat nowadays. at last, i became sad because i got the tarot card-death today.
death!
This card is commonly misconstrued and does not specifically pertain to physical death. The Death card signifies change in your life brought about by the ending of a current situation and the beginning of a new one. While the card itself may be morbid, it actually represents exciting change in your life. Be prepared for new and exciting situations to develop.
want to have some fun in tarot reading. try this and i got the card for lovers...lol
http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/

You are The Lovers---this is mine=)
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.