i got to be brave. take one step at one time.

Don't waste your every moment, do something that creates something different to other people or do work that you think you should have done. Don't wait till the last minute to complete things. Finish things as fast as possible. Just think that if you dun tried, you will never know the end results. Even if the end results is not up to your satisfaction or you might have wasted something important in your life, just treat it as an important lesson that you have learnt in your life. Learn to appreciate things. Life is never smooth-sailing, but as long as you never tried, you will never know whether you can make it or not.

There are many people who are worse than u. Time to them are like nothing, because they does not know about the "Time" factor, yet their life can be lived with happiness that no one can ever achieve. You might think that time is precious and you have wasted your life doing nothing. Yet, if you think if another way, if you are so dejected now, why not just BUCK UP now and make a difference in your other years. When you ever even look back, you might think that the years that you spent on something that you once think that is extremely important and the results are not satisfactory to you, might seem small and unimportant now to you.

yesterday, i spent my whole day running about and meeting with friends. I am very satisfied with it. After school --> shop at novena--> lunch at donut factory --> movie at iluma --> give tuition --> vivo city shop --> keppal bay --> watch online show at home --> finally had a good rest at home but with nightmare though

this morning --> woke up at 9am --> watch tv (doraemon and my fav show) --> online play some games --> printed out my notes (play and school notes) --> packed my room --> hang up my poster --> sort out all my notes to be read --> come online and blog. I can start to study and go for my another study marathon tonight. With chapter to read: play and school, clinical things, SMD to read

I can make it!!! 2 months only. just treat it as a precious learning study, even if it mean a failure to me (this is sound pessimistic, but i am being optimistic) but at least, i believe i will learn something from it.

I won't cry this time round. Do something scary everyday, you will learn that it is not that scary after all.