before i even forget, better write it down. I am so scared now when i sleep. This few morning, practically, i have been dreaming about my examination, occurs everyday. This morning, i can't remember what was it but i suppose it is physio, and i wake up with my heart bounding and all i know that my heart feel totally uneasy and i kept calling my mother , cos when i wake up i heard myself calling out to her. I just hope that i will not have dreams about anything. Always dream about something and i knew that i have been shouting all night, but right in the morning i was not able to recall anything at all. and my heart always feel uncertain and uneasy. and IT AFFECTS MY MOOD FOR THE WHOLE WEEK.

my mother told me when i was born my heart beat is different from people, maybe that why i always get chest pain, is it? or maybe i have been fearful about things, that why i was so frightened when i first come out into this world, so my heartbeat sound different, instead of bi po bi po, it sounds like si si si si. that what my dad hum out for me and my mother say that...