sometimes hardwork and the price that you pay does not match at all,
perhaps i just did not work hard enough.
but just bucked up, i will not give up so easily.
Flood me.

as compared to others, who are blinded and slow in development.
I am considered to be more fortunate.
though the time that i spent, may be more than others,
so let it be, as long as i can reach the goal.