when thesky once turn dark, i believe that there is someone in theworld which is leaving us...
depleting the populations on earth.
there is always one time in which everyone have to face death and suffering.
i once ask my parents, is it better to have long life but it is full of regrets or having a short life but u will not have any regrets.
their answers are being healthy and having regrets are just parcel of life. things that u will never avoid! but my answer is... i am not so sure of myself either.
i am more on a indecisive person as there is seldom things that i really wanted or need! even so... i may consider for a long long time, till the thigs or person is not with u anymore...
catching up with what u really wanted, may be very very hard. but as long as you have the determination, you will be able to do it.
i hate to catch up to buses and i wanted to go slowly at my own pace. but the buses are just opportunities. i ask myself that why not try to run after the bus for once, you will neve know when the opportunities will arise once more for you. it may be hard during the process. yet, it may be very fulfilling for one, and you will gain more than what you really wanted in some ways...
i finally understand the meaning! yet, i need to find the determination once more...


sometimes, in life we may see this numbers when you look up at the clock! so what do this numbers means!!!
time analysis(lame):
1.11: someone is looking at you
2.22: time to eat something again
3.33: dont look in the mirror, you may see something
4.44: someone is hating you
5.55: time to meet your dearest one and say i love you
11.11: someone is msssing you