be happy! cheer up, it is the only phrase that i can say to myself everyday! down to cough that does not get heal any earlier then 3 months.AHHHHHH! mei zhen's spreading the virus (jkjkjk). our class is very united, almost everyone that is involved in our group, all get virus!! haha!
but say frankly, i really like this class of mine. It is very fun and enjoyable with everyone around. perhaps, it is a friendly and patience course. everyone is so friendly and nice to each other. i really dont feel like leaving... however, i cant stand the mobility class. i am so confused, i feel that i may regret that i did not stay one, just like the AJ choice. yet, i cant stand the urge that i will be able to get into the university and at least prove to my relatives that i can make it into the course. since my father side, most of them are graduates. i know that going to OT, it is something like a firm ricebowl and going to ME is uncertainty. Yet, i cant stop thinking that i will be able to do all the things during holidays before the lessons start at uni.
i will be able to earn money, do volunteering work at spca and ymca , do my english hw and find students to teach tuition...etc. there are so may things that i can do. i have already get ready letters for my volunteering , just waiting to sent to them only.
how I will miss chalotte, weizhen, meizhen(twin), yixin, yanling, shuling...etc haha and alan too!
still thinking, and this thinking makes me go no where, i cant concentrate on OT, thinking that there is alternative road out there and so many so many things... i need to find a solution.
ANYONE wants to go to FUSIONPOLIS! there is a secret garden up there! i really wonder how come, i like to go to those places where no one wants to go... sigh!
be happy, xj! xj! xj! remove the dark cloud on ur head and dont strike lighting! ( a joke in my group esp twin)

a confused, emoing, dimmed xiangjun!
and i hope NOT TO BE SCOLDED TMR...